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0.20 | 𝐑𝐎𝐒𝐈𝐄

rosie
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Motherhood. A term that is interpreted in many forms. Being a first time mom is truly an experience.

Shohei had stayed with us for a week so I can understand what it's like to be a first time mom to our little Mago.

During one of the first nights, she had woken up in the middle of the night as we wanted to see how she would do in her crib. He got up before I could and I walk in to see her in his arms, cradling her. Trying to put her back to sleep.

I rest my head on by his shoulder, just admiring the soft features of Mago. Seeing her cuddling her body into his arms while he slowly rocks her to sleep.

If she only knew, he would be leaving us in the middle of night and will go back to Japan. Without the reason needing to be explained.

The next day, I woke up to an empty side. Cold and Empty. Mago had woke up so I got up and tended to her. Nena had stared at me with those soft brown eyes that she inherited from her father.

I walk to her as she continues to stand up, waiting to be held. While he was here, he would do it then bring her to our bed. But, now that will no longer happen.

Today, I go back to the office and continue on the case I was given. I had talked to my parents the night before to see if they could watch Mago and see how she does before my mami can watch her full time when I'm at work.

Mago loves her abuelita y abuelito so they don't mind because they get to spend time with their granddaughter.

So after I'm done feeding Mago, I put her on the changing table and change her into a lounge matching set before I pack her baby bag with all the essentials including the milk I pumped the night before. The machine was louder than I thought and I thought it was gonna wake Shohei but gladly, it didn't so it was a win-win for me. So I go ahead and pack the frozen bags I left in the freezer.

I grab her from the changing table and carry her to my bedroom so I can change and get ready for work. I chose a 2 piece gray plaid skirt and blazer so I matched it with some black tights and a black shirt. I find some black stiletto heels to complete the outfit. I did my hair the night before to avoid running late so I did some soft glam makeup to look put together.

I grab Nena from the bathroom countertop and carry her in my arms so I can put her in her car seat downstairs. I grab ahold of her and carry her downstairs slowly and carefully.

"okay Nena, you ready to see Abuelita?" I asked. She lets out a little laugh and smiles. She's so adorable.

I noticed her staring into the distance where the living room was because we were by the front entrance. I turn around to see what she's staring at and I make eye contact with it. His American League Rookie of the Year award from 2018. I see the emotion in her eyes, yearning for her father whom she adores so much.