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0.13 | 𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐔𝐏

𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐔𝐏
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𝟒:𝟑𝟎𝐏𝐌
Like I told myself, It's only 3 weeks. I'll be fine.

Lying to myself seemed to help me get through this too much. We played house like we were married and it was making me see if this life was something I was truly ready for.

Night and Day. I was up making breakfast, his lunch and anything else he needed. I even started to do his laundry since we had rented an apartment for whenever we needed to be in Arizona for his games.

It wasn't bad, it just didn't feel right. I'm only a week in and I've been doing my first case online but it wasn't enough. I wanted first hand action on it.

But he has been acting distant ever since we got to Phoenix. He doesn't touch or talk to me when he gets home from baseball practice.

He eats what I make, shower, then goes to sleep. Even when I get into bed and ask "amor how was practice?" I get the same response, "it was fine." then I'm left alone with silence.

Which has been making me overthink like crazy. Even when we sleep in the same bed, I still overthink. I just lay there and always go back to the same reasons, he's been seeing someone or he doesn't love me anymore. Like I'm someone who needs to be loved and just doesn't care.

[bestie bffr.. ITS BEEN A WEEK]

So today, the wives of the players invited me to go out with them tonight so I accepted because I need to get out of this apartment.

𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐏𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠...
𝐓𝐎𝐎 𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐘 𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒 𝐁𝐘 𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐑𝐎 𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐌𝐈𝐍 & 𝐅𝐔𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄 (𝐅𝐓 𝐃𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐎𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑)

I head into the bedroom and choose something to wear. I decided to pick out one of the black short dresses I packed just in case if we were to go out.

I grab a pair of my black Versace heels THAT HE ALSO GOT ME FOR MY GRADUATION GIFT when I literally told the guy, "It's too expensive, don't buy them for me" a week later, I saw them sitting in his living room in his apartment.

I start with soft curls and when I started my makeup, I hear the front door open and hear the keys jangling then hit the side table.

I close the bathroom door and turn the music up. I know the loud music annoys him so if this is what it takes to make him talk to me, then so be it.

I finish my makeup when I apply my lipstick since I did soft glam without the lashes for today. I exit the bathroom to put my dress on and I see him laying on the bed. Like he is waiting to start a conversation.

I ignore it because I don't have the time to argue if that was meant to happen. I put on my dress but slowly to tease him to show what he will be missing out on.