I'm scared she's going to leave me,
I'll be all alone like I used to be,
Yes I know you disagree,
But I can't stop those thoughts from feeling that way.
Why is everything so grey?
It's like the real me has gone away,
Why is it so hard for me to stay okay?
I just want to stay happy everyday.
I know these are all lies,
But in my nightmares she dies,
I wake up and all I can hear are my own cries,
Which isn't even a surprise.
My nightmares they scare me so,
Oh my how I want her to know,
That I'm trying to let them go,
But my fear how they hold onto them so.
I don't ever want her to leave,
And yes I know I should believe,
But I can't help but think you'll leave,
But this must be a big misconceive.
For now I shall sleep,
Maybe even weep.
But as I fall asleep,
I know that you're there indeed.
