I don't think of myself as a mean person.
I'm actually really nice some may say.
But despite that I'm being treated as if I deserve to be punished.
That I deserve to be miserable and alone.
Do you really think keeping me locked up in my room and at school will help?
Not socialising or having fun, all because you think I might kill myself??
Because some stupid bitch who was my mental health nurse said she was concerned?!
You take the word of others, a stranger whom you don't know and isn't my mental health nurse no more, over mine?
I made a promise to someone special.
And I don't make promises unless I mean them.
But that promise..well I'm sorry to say this, but I've failed.
I broke that promise all because you assholes didn't want to 'care' for me.
You say it's to help me when in reality it's hurting me.
Why are you hurting me?
What did I do wrong?
It's all my fault, it always is...
