Sukoon FT. KAREENA

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KS went to her room after that Silly encounter with Haseena she felt guilty she felt as if she's capable of doing nothing....

KS -- Hum aise kyu hai.... Kuch bhi acha karne jate hai sab kharab ho jata hai.... Why Am I like this why can't I do one this perfectly why.... Woh usse sorry bolne gaye the lekin uski problem trigger kar aaye.... Maa Why Am I like this....

She asked looking at sky while hugging herself sitting on rooftop alone in night as the rain pouring down she was about to open the vodka bottle but a voice stopped her....

"Krishu"

KS turned to look at Pushpa ji standing in rain getting drenched she's looking upset....

KS -- Amma what happened itni barish mai aap kya kar rahi hai Sardi hojayegi aapko....

PS -- Bacche Sardi tumhe hojayegi.... Pata haina kitni jaldi thand lagti hai tumhe....

KS -- Aadat hogyi hai itne saalon mai aap fikr mat kijiye....

PS -- Kaise fikr na karun bacche Amma ho Teri haan janam nahi lekin Paalan poshan toh Kiya haina Tera.... Pura nahi thoda haq toh haina Teri fikr ka....

KS went to her she dragged her under shade preventing her from getting more drenched....

KS -- Aapko pata Shree Krishna ki tarah kismat hai humari Ek maa ne Janam Diya or dusri ne bada Kiya bohut kismat wale hote hai ye log. Aap humari Yashoda maiya hai jis tarah Shree Krishna ko Yashoda Nandan kehte haina us tarah hum bhi Karishma Pushpa Singh hai bhuliye mat is baat ko.... Aapka hum par pura haq hai humari har ek cheez humari zindagi par sirf aapka haq hai....

PS -- Haq haina bacche....

PS said cupping to which KS took her hand kissed her palm....

KS -- Haan Maa....

PS -- Toh tere dukh par bhi Mera haq hua na....

KS -- Amma ye aap....

PS -- Bol na Krishu....

KS said nothing just bowed her head down....

PS -- Is khamoshi ka kya matlab samjhun mai....

KS -- Amma raat bohut hogyi hai Mausam bhi kharab hai hume sona  chaiye....

KS avoided the topic and went downstairs wiping away her unshed tears PS looked at her retreating figure....

PS -- Jiji aapki beti ko sambhal lungi Mai fikr mat karna aap....

PS said looking at sky as if Talking to KS's mother Gauri....

PS -- Head massage chaiye....

She said coming to her room after changing as she saw KS rubbing her head....

KS -- Please Amma bohut sar dukh Raha hai....

KS sat on floor PS settled on couch she took oil massaging her head softly KS closed her eyes feeling solace and peace....

PS -- Krishu kya hua hai shaam se aayi hai yuhin baithi hai.... Santu se bhi baat nahi ki tune Aaj Gussa hai woh tujhse....

KS opened her eyes remembering the events that took place in Haseena's home....

KS -- Amma hum kuch bhi sahi nahi kar paate hai kuch bhi acha karne jate hai toh bas sab bigad jata hai.... Kisi kaabil nahi hai hum....

PS -- Kisne kaha ye sab kon kehta hai tum Kaabil nahi ho meri beti meri Krishu duniya ki sabse Kaabil insaan hai usne Jo bhi Kiya hai jo bhi naam kamaya hai apne aap hi sab kiya hai.... Toh phir ye Karishma Singh Na-Kabil kaise hogayi....