Jenna and her family looked around Windsor Castle, Y/n as promised had sent a plan to get them to London, Jenna felt nervous, what if the Queen wanted an answer ? she didn't have one yet, she had been thinking about it 24/7...and she was nervous about talking with Y/n...she feared now, both of them being together if that meant losing her career.
"Jenna!!" Y/n yelled from across the hall quickly sprinting to her, Jenna froze in her spot, seeing the girl run so happily to her, the joy and excitement radiated from her, quickly being surrounded by arms, hugging her tightly, she quickly hugged tight finally feeling able to breath, something she had so long missed, her heart was beating like crazy, She felt so happy
"I missed you" they both said at the same time, they pulled away quickly giggling staring at each other
"Um excuse me, am i invisible?" Markus said smiling as he rolled his eyes, Y/n frowned looking around "What was that horrible sound? " Markus gasped as she punched her shoulder lightly "Man fuck you" They both laughed as they hugged each other "I missed you too mate" Markus cringed at that "Eww...Bro please, no mate, just bro"
"Mr and Mrs Ortega welcome, thank you for coming, please feel at home, ask for anything, my home is your home and my mother has told me that she's very sorry , that she would love to come and say hello but she's not feeling so well today" Y/n said with a heart warming smile making Jenna's eyes sparkle, someone treating her parents right, the most important people to her
"Oh is she alright? Last time she went to our house she seemed fine and! Thank you so much Y/n, but...well...if we ever want sushi..." Natalie said raising an eyebrow, Y/n frowned as she giggled "I'll make it of course"
"Mom!" Jenna said, shaking her head, she believed Y/n wasn't supposed to know that her mother had gone to see them "What? It's not every day a Queen makes you sushi, i have the honor to have eaten delicious food from a queen" Natalie complemented with a wink making Y/n smile widely .
"So this is your room?" Jenna asked as she looked around noticing moving boxes, taking in the old but new look , Y/n nodded, she noticed Jenna's eyes looking at the boxes "I have to move...to Buckingham soon, no pressure tho, at least that's what mum said" She said scratching her head, a frown quickly taking over her
"So...my mother...went to your house?"
Jenna winced at the question, she nodded as she faced her, Y/n frowned not taking her eyes off of her
"She wanted to meet me and have a talk, i don't know if i can tell you what that talk was about" Jenna whispered the last part...feeling nervous, now being here...this could be her life...maybe she was getting to ahead of herself
"I understand, i guess i'll have a chat with her " Y/n said as she stormed out of the room, Jenna's eyes widened quickly following her "Y/n wait!" But Y/n didn't listen, she kept walking to her mothers room fearing her thoughts might be true... "Y/n Please hear me out" Jenna said walking fast, jesus she never realized how fast Y/n could walk, They quickly got to the ex-queen's room seeing that Y/n stopped , Jenna saw she wasn't totally here
"Wait here"
"No, i'm going in with you and no arguing with me on this one " Jenna said firmly making eye contact "Let me see if she'll be okay with you being in her room"
Five minutes later Y/n came out opening the door widely nodding her to come in
Jesus Fucking Christ is all what Jenna could think of, all of this was so crazy, she never expected to be living this? Being in the fucking castle, kissed the queen, DATED THE QUEEN? No, DATING* since the never broke up...
"Jenna my dear, welcome, I apologize for not welcoming you and your family" She said in a sweet tone, Jenna smiled shaking her head quickly "No no, it's totally fine, I hope you're well rested" She groaned mentally, totally fine??? She needed to be formal, how embarrassing
The queen smiled at her "I've been getting so much rest, but Y/n here says we need to have a chat?" Jenna nodded "Yes ma'm, she knows about your visit and i didn't know if it was alright with you if i told her about our chat" Jenna felt more calm after sounding more formal with her words
The queen looked at Y/n who stared back at her with a smile "I see, thank you for considering my approval to share what was spoken, yes you can "
"Thank you mother"
"Now if you excuse me..."
"I'm like really nervous to say this.." Jenna said as they sat down at the garden, both of them smoking a cigarette, They felt Deja Vu, it wasn't the park, it wasn't their spot, but it made them feel like they were right there
"Take your time, there's no rush, i'm sorry for making you feel this way, i just hope that she didn't talk about what i'm thinking"
There she was, the girl she fell in love with, always speaking her mind and taking care of her feelings, making sure she's comfortable
"She..basically said if i'm willing...to retire from my career...to be with you...and commit to this" She said motioning to the castle and everything and that if i did i would have her blessing...and i didn't...well i guess you get what i mean " Y/n rubbed her forehead, a groan leaving her lips
"It is what i was thinking" Jenna reached out, a bit hesitant to grab Y/n's hand, but Y/n grabbed her hand intertwining their fingers, smiling at them
"Jenna, you know that I love you very much in such a short period of time, I don't want you to sacrifice your career for all of this, because the minute we become public all eyes will be on us more than usual, that any type of scandal being false or being true is a huge problem " She squeezed Jenna's hand with a sad smile, Jenna frowned at this, she knew what she meant with it...plus er mother had already told her that stuff like that was a huge issue
" I'll understand if you don't want that...and you've worked so hard! I actually watched everything you've been in your amazing! And I can't wait to see BeetleJuice! I'm one of your biggest fans, pretty brown eyes So...please don't leave what you love because of me...i'm... whatever decision you make just know that
I will love you 'til the end of time, I'm forever yours
I would wait a million years, just to be with you, in a heartbeat without a doubt
Promise you'll remember that you're mine... "
Y/n shut her eyes tightly as a tear left her eye and a small smile appeared on her lips
"I'm willing to let you be free, because being with me...Being with me would be like being a prisoner... so many rules...and it would mean losing what you love doing the most...and i want you to be happy, even if it's not with me... "
Jenna's heart broke at every word she heard.. to love someone so much...is to let them be free...
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