SAY YES TO HEAVEN

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Y/n stared at the picture, since she had arrived home she had googled Jenna's name like crazy, seeing what's new about her and that girl Gideon, nothing would pop up, until today...

Jenna and her had been texting off and on, but mainly because of the time zones and the fact that y/n was spending time with her mother and doing important stuff

But still she always had time at the end of the day to text Jenna back

But right now , she couldn't believe her eyes, her chest tighten, with a frown she could only stare at the picture, was it real? Was it fake ?

She wasn't stupid, she could read Jenna's body language,

Even through a picture

But still, she couldn't know at the end...she was feeling desperate, she wanted to go back, to talk with her because the time zones and the on and off texting was killing her but sadly she couldn't leave

She could only think right now if she was enough for Jenna, or what she had said was a lie ? Did she really love her ?

She knew she was just overthinking but she couldn't forget that Jenna forgot she was seeing someone...what if she forgets about her too...?

She couldn't stop thinking and imagining every conversation they had, how the park became a safe spot for them,  their spot, their little spot 

To think that was just a week ago and now she's well here... 

"What's the matter ?" Y/n's mom asked , Y/n's head snapped at her mother "did I wake you?" She asked softly, the lady shook her head 'no' "what's the matter ? Don't make me ask again" she said firmly, Y/n looked down as she locked her phone, sitting down next the the chair to her mothers bed once again

"I left the person I love on not really good terms " 

She didn't want her mom to know the whole thing of course, she kept it as short as possible , the look on her face, Y/n didn't like it at all

"I'm sorry, but you can't go, I need you here , everyone does"

Everyone does

It echoed in Y/n's head as she stared off into the distance

"I've let you live the life you wanted for a while, now it's time to do your part of the deal Y/n" She said softly but stern, Y/n stared at her mother with a sad look

"Can't I just go one day? Please mother that's all I ask of , just one day, one more day, I can't leave things off like that, i have to see if we can fix it... I'll be back tomorrow morning I promise "

The lady kept quiet, she could see her daughter was desperate, the look in her eyes, it reminded...she thought of herself when she was once her age

"I'll consider your petition, but know that if she were to agree she would have to sacrifice a lot...but for now you need to go get your pictures taken and focus "

Y/n nodded slowly accepting her fate, her mother wasn't going to let her leave now that she was back home.




Jenna was going crazy, of course someone was going to take a fucking picture of Gideon kissing her, she had just woken up , she was pacing in Y/n's room, seeing Y/n's bed as she frowned 

The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear

she didn't know what to do

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