ChanChang Oneshots

lost hope

Changbin was desperately in love with the Australian leader. From his looks to his sweet kind personality. He never admitted his feelings to him. He didn't want to.

Afraid. Nervous. Sick.

Sick to his stomach that one day it'll slip out and the hurt of rejection. Sick that he had to catch feelings for his leader.

The leader of Stray Kids. The boy who worked so hard to get to where he is. Where he's going. Where he'll lead his group to. Whether to success or failure.

Changbin sighs as he rubs his face. He couldn't take the feeling anymore. Holding it and pushing it. He needed to let it go.

He wanted to move past it. But he couldn't.

"Hey." Changbin removes his hand from his face and looks up to see Jisung.

He gives a small smile and the younger took a seat next to him on his bed.

"What's on your mind hyung?" Jisung asks.

Changbin shakes his head. Jisung nods in understanding but still continues.

"Chan hyung?" Changbin frowned at the name. He didn't want to but didn't want the other to know his suspicions were correct.

Jisung just stares at the rappers side profile. He can see the frown on his face. But his eyes held something much more different.

Love. Happiness. Hope.

That's when the boy knew. Knew his member, friend, was in love with the older.

Jisung gives a side smile. He places a hand on the others knee, causing him to look up.

"It's okay." He whispers and Changbin felt relieved. He felt pressure off his chest and shoulder.

He didn't have to say it the other just knew. And he felt better letting someone else know.

He gives a small smile to him and thanks him.

Jisung nods and gets up from his seat and left the room.

Changbin stares at the closed door. A smile still on his face.
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"I say Hyunjin does this part. Then Seungmin." Chan says as he highlights different verses with different highlighters.

Changbin and Jisung nod.

"Ji, I still need the other half of the lyrics. Changbin, continue to work off theses lyrics and we'll go from there."

Both nod again and went back to their seats. Jisung looks up and sees Chan back on his laptop and headphones on.

"Would you ever tell him?" Jisung whispers. Changbin gives him a look and turns his head to Chan.

He swallows thickly and shrugs.

"I don't think he feels the same way. And doubt he rolls that way."

Jisung looks back Chan. He quickly scribbles down some lyrics, grabs the notebook and makes his way towards the older.

Changbin watches and waits.

Jisung rolled his chair next to the leader and Chan took off his headset.

He hands the notebook to Chan and he starts to analyze it. Jisung watches.

Chan highlights parts and makes note of who sings or raps what.

"Hyung? Can I ask something?" Jisung whispers barely enough for the older to hear.

Chan looks at him and nods. Jisung lowers his head and leans a bit closer to the other, Chan doing the same.

"What do you see Changbin as? Like a friend? Or something more?" Jisung asks.