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Heart broken. That's what he felt.  Numb. That's all he feels.

He couldn't believe this was happening to him. He felt himself shake, tremble. He glared angrily at the photo in front of him.

Tears falling down his now red and puffy eyes. He should've seen this coming. People warned him. But he didn't believe any of them. He was too deep in love.

Chan wipes the tears away with his hoodie sleeve. He continued to look at the photo. The photo that held such a lovely memory.

The day Changbin had asked him to be his boyfriend. And Chan believed it was because he liked him as well. But it was all just false hope. False love.

"Chan hyung?" Changbin stopped walking and Chan followed suit, looking at the younger.

"Hmm?" Chan replies.

Changbin looked at him. And Chan saw nervousness, hope and love. But it was fake love. Chan didn't know that though.

"Would you perhaps like to be my boyfriend?" Changbin shyly asks. Hoping that the older says yes.

Chan raises his brows in surprise. Was this really happening?

"Yes!" He exclaims happily. Changbin latches himself on the older pulling him into a hug.

They took the photo of themselves. To remember the day they got together. A day of happiness.

Chan scoffs at the memory. He wanted to tear the photo in pieces. Shred it so he will never be able to tape it back together.

He places it down and pulls another photo. Their first date. Changbin and him went to a carnival that was nearby their dorms.

"Come on hyung please!" Changbin whines as he tugs on Chan's arm.

Chan wasn't bothered with the gesture and kept scrolling through his phone with his free hand.

"Why can't we just stay here and watch movies and cuddle?" He asks locking his phone and looking at Changbin.

The younger pouts and shakes his head.

"That's no fun. First dates should be fun!" He says and crosses his arms cutely.

Chan sighs. He knew the younger was right. And the carnival did sound like fun.

"Alright. We'll go." He says and gets up from the couch.

Changbin claps happily and gives Chan a quick kiss on the cheek.

"Thank you!" He says.

Chan touches his cheek where the younger had kissed. Such a sweet gesture but with so many lies under it.

He harshly wipes the cheek with his sleeve. Hoping and wishing the gesture was gone and out of his skin.

"Let's play ring toss!" Changbin says dragging the older along.

"I'm not good at it." Chan admits as they reach the stand. Changbin giggles and hands the attendant their tickets.

The male gave them each three rings.

Changbin made the first toss and managing to land one.

"Alright! Haha!" He says confidently.

Chan nervously tosses on and misses. He groans and Changbin nudges him.

"It's okay. You still have two tries." He says as he tosses the other, this time missing.

"Damn it." He mumbles.

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