ChanChang Oneshots

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"Maybe we shouldn't be together." Changbin says as he walks out of Chan's room.

Chan stared at the door that was closed. He sighed and sat on his bed.

He and Changbin got into another fight. These arguments have been happening constantly. They occurred as soon as they debuted as Stray Kids.

Chan didn't have time for himself nor for Changbin. He focused on his music and the upcoming comeback.

They tried to talk about it. They wanted to fix their relationship. Changbin wanted to help Chan as much as possible with producing. It was a small way of spending time together. But Chan never asks for his help. He even pushes him away.

And it always resulted in an argument.

"You push me away whenever I try to talk to you or even help with the producing." Changbin explains.

"You always ask Jisung for help."

"It just feels like you don't see me as a member."

Chan never spoke when he said that last part.

"I'm sorry." Chan says and tries to reach over to the other. Changbin moves away and that hurt Chan.

"Are you sorry as my leader or as my boyfriend?" Changbin asks.

"Both." Chan says. Changbin tears up.

"You always say sorry but never make the effort to change." Chan felt guilty as he watches the tears run down the others cheek.

Changbin wipes them away in anger. He hated crying in front of people. Especially in front of Chan. Made him feel weak.

"I promise to make an effort" Chan says wanting to hug the other but held himself back.

Changbin shakes his head. "I've heard that before."

He turns around, about to walk out the door.

"Maybe we shouldn't be together."

And that was the last thing Changbin said before leaving Chan alone.

Chan didn't notice the tears that were falling down until he heard Jeongin ask in worry.

Chan quickly wipes them away and gives a forced smile.

"I'm fine Innie. Is there something you need?" Chan ask.

"I wanted to check up on you. Changbin came into the room crying. He said you guys had a small fight." Jeongin says taking a seat next to the leader.

Chan had a face of guilt and worry.

"Seungmin and Jisung are comforting him. Felix will be in here in a minute." Jeongin says. 

Chan nods. "What happened hyung?"

Chan took a shaky breath. "He said I didn't see him as a member. And that I don't make the effort to change how I treat him. He said that maybe we shouldn't even be together."

Jeongin wipes a tear away. Felix comes in and sits next down to the other.

"I'm caught up with everything. Hyung, don't take this the wrong way. But this is kinda your fault." Felix says.

Jeongin smacks him. Felix just shrugs.

"I know it's my fault. I-I don't want to lose him. I don't want to l-lose Changbin." Chan says his voice breaking. Felix and Jeongin hug him.

"What are you going to do hyung?" Jeongin asks grabbing some Kleenex and handing it over. Chan thanks him as he takes it.

"I'm gonna apologize. I'm gonna start to change. I'll prove it to him that I will change." Chan says wiping away the dry tears.