ChanChang Oneshots

love you better

Chan glares at the couple that was a few feet in front of him.

He watches as Felix whispers something to Changbins ear, probably something cheesy by the looks of it.

Changbin giggles and smiles at Felix.

Chan hated it. He hated having a crush on his friends boyfriend. But can you blame him?

Changbin was so sweet and kind. A duality of cute and handsome. I mean we all have seen it!

Chan watches as Felix grabs a hold of the others hand and kisses it. Changbin gave him such a sweet smile.

Chan wishes that smile was for him.

Now, he loves Felix as a friend. A brother. They are the Aussie line. They understood their language and slang.

But he was jealous of the younger. Being able to get the rapper before he could. Being able to hold and kiss him.

And among other things. He knew they had sex. He can hear the moans of the younger. Calling out to Felix.

Chan couldn't sleep those nights. Wishing that it was his name that the rapper would call out.

Dreaming how the younger would take him. Enjoy him.

And days on end, Chan had the urge to blurt out how he would be a much better lover.

But he didn't. Couldn't. He didn't want either one of them to be a cheater.

He sees both boys share a kiss and he couldn't stand it. He wanted to be the one to kiss Changbin. To hold him.
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One day, all thoughts and sanity left Chan's mind.

Changbin and him were in the studio. Jisung has gone back home early, not feeling well.

Both boys knew they would have to pull an all-nighter. They had a deadline and that was just in a couple hours.

Changbin stood up from his seat and went over to Chan. Eyes tired. Dark circles forming.

He handed the lyrics to the older and Chan grabbed them. Making notes, revising parts he revised before.

Changbin sighs loudly causing Chan to look up.

"What?" He asks.

Changbin points to the lyrics. "I revised those lyrics and they seem fine. Tell me what I'm doing wrong."

Chan looks at the notebook.

He was right. He can see the eraser marks and the paper was close to ripping if there was any more erasing.

"The song is called 'I am you'. The lyrics needs to express the exploration of a relationship. Two people who find themselves in one another. Like a puzzle piece."

Chan looks at the younger and can see slight confusion.

He dared ask the question that's been eating at him.

"Don't you feel that way with Felix? As if you found yourself in him?"

Changbin furrows his eyebrows. He hadn't thought about that.

Did he feel like that with the younger?

Changbin slightly shakes his head. And Chan stares at him surprised.

"Maybe he isn't the one for you." Chan mumbles but Changbin heard it.

"You can't say shit like that. I love Felix and he loves me!" Changbin defends.

Chan slightly rolls his eyes.

"If you love him, then you would see yourself in him. I bet he sees himself in you. That's why he can say he loves you." Chan states