Fractured Truths | Spencer Reid

CHAPTER NINE

I don't know how long i have been here. I don't know what they are planning to do with me, if they want me dead why not just get it over with. "Don't worry. We will" I hear the woman say. I hadn't realised I said that out loud, I feel like I'm loosing my mind. Then I see my father step in knife in hand, I have to stop myself from rolling my eyes at his unoriginal tactics. "I think I've seen this show before" I voice. He just smirks at me as he makes his way closer. "Yeah but it gets better every time you watch it" smug bastard. He drags the knife down my collarbone down to where my scar is, he actually looks like he's admiring it and I cannot comprehend his sick, twisted mind. Just as he pulls his arm back to drive his knife in to me I hear a bang and a lot of voices shouting. This stops his movements, his eyes flickering to the woman's, who is wearing a grin on her face, and then there he is.. My Spence, walking through the door, gun raised and that vest. I know it's certainly not the time but the thoughts that run through my mind when I see him wearing that FBI vest. I see someone shoot my father, who in my distraction raised his knife towards me. I see Spencer making is way towards me and then my head is pulled back. I have had enough of this bitch, I use all the force I can to drive the back of my head into her face, she stumbles but regains her grip in me, gun to my head.
"Ah ah ah, that's close enough Spencer." Spencer's steps falter, when I look at him I can see the hurt in his eyes but he quickly focuses on her. "Cat, you don't need to do this" oh so that's her name, Cat. It's fitting really.
"But it's so much fun. I killed your last girlfriend, why not this one. Then maybe you'll see me."
"I do see you Cat. I do. We can be together, we can leave together but for that to happen I need you to put the gun down."
"You're lying, you always lie. And now your lies have caught up to you. You're playing by my rules now. So, Aurora" she drags out my name "choose."
"What?" "I said choose. Choose who's going to walk out of here, you or him"
Without hesitation, I look into Spencer's eyes "Spencer. Let Spencer go. I don't care what you do with me after, just let him go." Her face contorts into an expression I cant decipher "you picked wrong" so goes to pull the trigger and then BANG. I squeeze my eyes shut readying myself for the impact but it wasn't me who got shot, I see Spencer's gun trained on Cat's body, he shot her. I look up to him and with a sigh and tears rolling down my face, I say "Get me out of here Spence"
And that is exactly what he does.

A couple hours later, I am at the behavioural analysis unit and Spencer sits me down in an office. His jacket over my shoulders "I need to talk to you about everything"
"You don't Spence. I was there, I know what happened."
"You don't know everything"
"What don't I know?" I look at him and see whatever he is about to say is going to break us. "I don't want you to hate me"
Getting frustrated I say "Just tell me Spence" yet I don't know how much I wish he didn't tell me.
Yelling and crying at eachother in this stupid office, I am dumbfounded.

BAU POV:
Derek walks up to the others "how's it going in there"
"Doesn't look good" they all look through the window and see me throw a book at him.
"If she doesn't forgive pretty boy, this will break him." They all just look at each other knowing it's the truth, just by the look on Spencer's face.

AURORAS POV:
I pick up a book from the shelf beside me, I turn around and throw it yelling "It was all a lie! All of it! How could you do this to me, using me for months, manipulating me to get information, you were the person I went to about my mother, I let you hold me, I cried to you and still you have no conscience about playing me! Do you even have a heart?"
"Baby please, you have to believe me I never wanted this. You think I wanted to fall for you?" I scoff "yeah" "Red, I wasn't meant to fall in love with you, but you, you broke down my walls too, I opened up to you too. I love you more than anything, I was going crazy knowing you were in their hands and if I loose you now I don't think I will survive." Looking at him, both with red eyes and tear streaked faces I just sit down, and don't say anything. "Aurora, angel, please say something, i need to fix this, I can't let you go, I love you so much." Lifting my head "Spence. What am I meant to say or do or think now that I know everything was a fucking lie? You were using me, making me fall for you when the whole time you didn't really give a shit about me. How are we meant to pick up the pieces when I don't even know where they go anymore?" I pick up may bag and stand, he grabs my hands "baby, please don't go" he tell me and I can hear his hurt and his cries in his voice, I make my way to the door, I turn and take one last look at him, my Spence but he's not mine anymore "I really did love you, you know. I need time Spencer. I'm sorry." And with that I leave, my heart on the floor, still able to hear his cries as I make my way to the lift. I stop by Derek and without looking at him I tell him "look after him. Please." and then I carry on my way, not looking back.