Fractured Truths | Spencer Reid

CHAPTER TWELEVE

The next day, I wake up and walk towards the galley for breakfast and spot Elvis. I suppose it's time to explain. Making my way over to him
"Hey ninja." I greet him.
"Hey." He says plainly. Okay this might be slightly awkward
"I know I've got a-bit of explaining to do. And I do want to explain to you, if you're free." He nods "yeah of course, come on." He leads me to his single private room, taking I seat across from him I start.
"So, I'm guessing you heard about how I know the FBI team." I assume which he confirms with a nod. "Okay, well the part I'm guessing they left out was that Spencer was working as an undercover agent." I pause for a minute "He was posing as a professor at my university, trying to gain information about my father. We.. erm.. we ended up getting close. I fell for him. And he fell for me, even when we wasn't supposed to." The tears start falling and Elvis comforts me and whispers "He's your Georgie" is not a question, it was a statement. I nod. "Yeah he was. Is. Anyway, I didn't know Spencer was undercover, I knew he was an agent but he never said he was on any active cases. When I was taken by my father, it was the scariest thing I ever endured. He had a partner working with him, a woman called Cat Adam's. She was a criminal mastermind Spencer put away a long time ago. I guess she still had a vendetta against him. She made me choose. Between him or me. I chose me, I told her to kill me. I was ready to give my life for him. And then he comes through the door with his team. I thought I was safe, I was back in his arms and I didn't want to leave. But then he told me the truth. That's he only got close to me to find anything and everything on my family, to find where my father was. I mean I understand it to a degree, it was his job. But at the same time, how could he have lied to me for so long, lied about his feelings and intentions towards me. So I walked away. I left and I came here."
He looks at me sympathetically "Ror, despite everything, if I had a chance with Georgie again, I'd jump at it. You have a chance here. A chance to forgive him and trust that his feelings are true. Take it." I laugh and look at him
"You do know you have a chance with Georgie" I say like it's common knowledge
"I don't"
"Oh come on Elvis. She might act like she hates you for what happened, but you're the love of her life. I see the way she looks at you, like she's lost the only thing that makes her happy. To her no other man could ever compare." I tell him. He gives me a hug smirking taking a glance at the door, knowing he wants to go to Georgie "Promise we'll stay friends"
"Oh ninja, you'll never get rid of me now." Laughing we both exit his room and make our way back, Elvis to Georgie and me to Spencer.

As I take a seat "everything okay?" Spencer asks, "yeah. I really think everything will be okay." I say with a genuine smile on my face looking over at my Spence. I lean over and give him a quick kiss, I whisper against his lips "please don't break my heart again"
"I promise. I love you so much Red." I look into his eyes and see he's being genuine "I love you too Spence."