I've been having dreams
Dreams of fucking her in every way possible
I want to feel her pussy on mine, i want to taste and feel her
I want to explore her whole body and feel her body around mine
Its inspiring being so obsessed over someone Someone I'm not friends with or even talk with or meet
Well we did talk... like once
And that was enough
She's like a hook I've swallowed and can't rid myself of, every time I feel like I'm over her, she pulls on the string and I'm back where I started
I see her sometimes walking, hand in hand with her boyfriend, his hand much stronger and bigger than hers
I see the way she smiles and laughs with him
But i also see the looks he giver her occasionally
As if he is disappointed or mad almost
I also see the looks she gives me
Don't know what it is completely, her eyes dark and full of something i cant read into
We don't talk, those small glances and smiles as we pass by are enough, I can see the desire we both share
She's meant to be mine, he's just another obstacle I can easily overcome
I wait for him outside 5am in the morning, one stab in the ribs is enough
Blood flows everywhere, his lifeless eyes are just staring at me
Mine are staring right at his
His mouth full of blood, running down his cheek onto the grass
Its funny how they never lock their door, anyone could be doing this, thankfully its me
I can make sure everything goes well i took my bloody hoodie off and i hit my knife under them
I went up the stairs to her room and to her bed, i cuddled up to her, spooning her
Til i felt her shift under me i saw the way er smile fell when she saw me and then she started screaming
It makes me sad, really sad to be forced to do this
I cant do anything if she doesn't shut the fuck up
Her screams will wake everyone up i have no choice
I have to make her stop screaming
Why is she screaming?
I don't understand why, i though she wanted me too
I have no choice, i can see the way her veins popped up on her neck and around her jaw its almost as they are trying to wrap around my arms, trying to keep us even closer, reinite us
So that's what i do, press even harder
That's the only way for me to have her, to feel her body around me and see her like this
So i press harder, and her cries become weaker
Till i see the same pair of eyes staring right at me
Only this time mine are crying
