May 12
Dear diary,
I still can't get rid of my thoughts. Have you ever wondered what it feels like to kill someone? To see them bleed under your arms? Beg to be forgiven, to let them live?
I can't get this out of my mind.
I want to feel it
To see it
May 15
How long does it take for a human to choke to death?
May 16
I met this girl today while walking home
Her dog is really cute
She is very nice, and she likes Deftones too!
Her eyes are green and so rich in color
Brown hair
Really pretty
May 18
I found a dead rat outside my house today.
Did you know that humans and rats have similar organs?
June 2
I met Ema today, that's the girl's name.
I met her on my way home again.
She was out with her dog again, his name is Furr
I got her number
June 5
My thoughts are back, they are different this time.
I was dreaming about cutting someone's fingers off.
I don't want to talk about it. I hope they disappear again soon.
You won't believe what happened today
I was out with Ema today, we had a picnic near the lake.
She looked really nice today, her hair was down like always.
She had a pretty red summer dress on.
Her lips red and full, I wanted to kiss her so bad.
I never had these urges.
Never for a girl.
But you cant blame me.
She is gorgeous, her voice is so soft, a melody that smooth my soul
Mer laugh makes my heart melt
We will meet tomorrow again
June 6
We went to the same park again.
I think this is our hangout spot now.
We went to a shop and bought some of our favorite candy.
We went to the park, found a bench, and ate them together.
We laughed a lot, she is really funny.
She makes me laugh like no one else ever has.
I think i like her
A lot
I want to see her every day.
And every night.
