As the days pass, I find myself thinking more and more about Johnnie. We've been texting nonstop and looking back on our favorite moments together as friends and even our date together. We haven't seen each other since then, but I can only imagine what the next time will look like. I get ready for my day and head downstairs to continue my usual daily ritual. I make breakfast for myself and scroll on Instagram. I see that Johnnie has posted lyrics on his story from the song that played while we fucked the other night.The idea of no one knowing what he's referring to makes me giggle. Looking back to that night makes my heart flutter. I can only imagine the amount of girls freaking out about whether it was just a thoughtless post or about someone special in his life. I feel a twinge of pride hit me, they would never see what he's capable of like I have. This romantic side of him that only I have the advantage of seeing really is getting to me.
"I'm so lucky." I say out loud to myself.
My phone vibrates and it's Johnnie.
"Hey! Do you wanna come over? I'm editing some videos right now but I'd love to have you here with me. I miss you"
Johnnie must really like me. I still can't quite process that the boy I've had a crush on likes me back. If I come over, the possibilities of today are endless.
"Sure! I can be over there in about 20 minutes :)"
"Nice, I'll leave the door open for you. Just let yourself in!"
"Okay 🖤"
I grab my purse and keys and head out to my car. As I'm driving, I listen to some Bring Me The Horizon. My heart is beating so fast, I can't wait to see him. I get to his apartment and park my car in front. I pull down my visor and fix up my lipstick, this time I'm wearing a lighter shade of red. I breathe and prepare myself and start walking to his door and let myself in. I can hear music coming from his room.
I knock on his bedroom door and my hands are shaking. I need to calm myself down before Johnnie notices.
"Come in!" He yells out.
I walk in. "Hey!"
"Hey!" He says as he stands up and kisses my cheek.
I sit on the edge of his bed and look around his room. I've been in here a couple times when I was a part of his stream in the past.
"Where's Jake?" I ask him.
"He's out with Tara right now. They're filming some shopping haul video at the mall."
"Oh nice!" I respond. There's some excitement in my voice as I realize we're completely alone.
"Alright, let me just save my progress and we can talk."
Talk? I didn't know what that meant. Was he wanting to call things off? Does he not feel the way I feel after all? Does he regret everything we did?
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F*ck Me, Emo Boy | Johnnie Guilbert x Reader (Smut)
Roman d'amourAn {18+} Johnnie Guilbert x Reader story Content Warning: This book contains explicit sexual content and is intended for mature audiences only. Reader discretion is advised. ⚠️ Context: You are a 25 year old female and are good friends with Johnnie...