Adaa & Pathan

Chapter 11 A Heart Burdened With Unspoken Words

As Ada and Pathan part ways, she yearns for him to find the happiness he deserves. With a glimmer of hope, she envisions a future where, if there's such a thing as rebirth, their paths may cross again. In that hypothetical encounter, she dreams of the unspoken words finding their voice, providing an opportunity to rewrite the narrative of their love.
Ada finds herself struggling to articulate what needs to be said, recognizing the difficulty in conveying her true sentiments.She wants him to know that every word that left her lips in their last interactions wasn't a reflection of her true feelings for him & rather a painful necessity.She wants Pathan to move forward in life, not tethered to a past that seemed impossible to reconcile. In her heart, She knew Pathan needed to spread his wings and prioritise his family. It was hurting Adaa to see him hesitate, trapped between what he wanted and what believed he should do. She couldn't bear to see Pathan to sacrifice his happiness for Adaa
Adaa purposely became the antagonist in their story, creating a narrative that would help him to let go without resentment. She needed Pathan to hate her,not because of any genuine wrongdoing, but to make the parting easier for Pathan . She couldn't bear the thought of witnessing Pathan to build a life with someone else, and Adaa needed to shield herself from that pain.Deep inside, Adaa was shattered, and each day feels like an eternity without Pathan. Yet, she knew that sticking together would only hinder his personal growth and happiness. She hoped Pathan will find it in his heart to understand the depth of Adaa's sacrifice for him.She never wanted her relationship to end on a sour note, but circumstances pushed her to take drastic measures. She hoped May Pathan find the love and joy with someone who appreciates Him in ways Adaa couldn't. Pathan You are in my thoughts and broken dreams, and I wish you nothing but a future filled with happiness and fulfilment ! Ada whispered silently
This isn't a farewell born out of indifference, but rather a painful act of love. She forgave him, not because Pathan asked for it, but because she believe it's what Pathan needed to find peace. She will cherish the moments she had with Pathan and Pathan will always hold a special place in her heart.
Ada contemplates the profound and heartfelt message she has penned, a raw expression of her emotions, regrets, and enduring love for Pathan. Yet, the weight of the unspoken words, the sacrifices made, and the pain of their parting hang heavily in the air. She grapples with the decision of whether to send this letter, a testament to the complexity of emotions entwined in their shared narrative.

Letter

My Dearest Pathan

As I put pen to paper, I want these words to be a testament to the ocean of love that resides in the depths of my heart. I can't help but reminisce about the moments we shared, the laughter that echoed through our days, and the warmth of your presence that enveloped me like a comforting embrace.

From the first beat of our hearts synchronising to the countless shared glances that spoke volumes, my love for you burgeoned into a love so profound that it became the very fabric of my existence. Each sunrise felt more vibrant with the promise of another day to cherish you, and every sunset painted the sky with hues of our shared dreams and whispered promises.

Your smile was my daily sunrise, and the melody of your laughter was my favourite symphony. In your presence, I found a home, a sanctuary where my vulnerabilities were not only accepted but embraced. You became the lighthouse that guided me through the storms of life, and your love was the anchor that held me steady in the tumultuous sea of uncertainties.

The depth of my love for you surpasses the boundaries of mere words. It's an intricate tapestry woven with threads of passion, devotion, and an unwavering commitment to stand by your side through the ebbs and flows of life. You were not just a part of my journey; you were the destination I longed to reach.
It's not easy for me to put these words down, but I need you to know the truth behind my actions. I'm sorry for the hurtful words I used; they weren't a reflection of how I truly feel about you. Sometimes, life gives us tough choices, and I felt like I had no other option but to let you go.