The Consequence

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After this incident, Aunt Mikaela decided to take Christelle still in a depressif state out of the country. After leaving, I refocused on my life. I made efforts to work on my anxieties and loneliness. I started being a little more reserve and cautious in my surroundings however I still tried to reintegrated into society.

Two years passed since I heard from Christelle but I really hoped that she was better. I was able to graduate and I met an extraordinary young man. I met him in a center against rape where he and I was volunteering for a year and a half.

'present' 

"I wonder who that would be?" My hubby asked me feigning innocence. cute

"I wonder too" I said looking at him full of love

"Is that why you have nightmares of being isolated? and that you hate others approaching you too much?"

"I know it sounds ridiculous, it didn't even happen to me or anything. At most i was a standby but i feel so insecure and scared everytime someone comes near me, especially a guy."

"It's not ridiculous at all, it could have happen to you if you were the one left behind that day, you considered her your sister, so you will feel her pain. You don't have to be scared for i will destroy whoever dares to give you pain, you know it. I love you, your mom and dad do, christelle definately love you. Don't think that the fact you feel pity or you can relate to your friend is ridiculous, it is not. The people out there are the stupid one's to think that"

When i heard what he said i started crying, i really do love this guy.

Six years passed, and I finished my studies. Planning my vacation with the man of my life "Min Sonjae", we decide to go to the United States where Christelle and Jeremy are residents. Arrived in the United States, more precisely in Texas, what we found was just traumatic. We were expecting good news or improvements concerning Christelle but instead we learn that Christelle's condition had turned into post-traumatic depression and a crisis of hysteria and that having no other choice, Aunt had to take her to a psychiatric center. But alas these crises intensified so much that she developed paranoia and as if that was not enough, these crises affected the majority of the patients, so we had to isolate her. and in the end she ended her life by hanging herself

My best friend with whom I grew up and shared the good and bad times and with whom I planned our future, our trips, our weddings and our nonsense is now a dead. I didn't believe it until I saw her asleep and dressed in a beautiful white dress who could have been better if she was awake and smiling. My best friend who i considered a sister was dead because of the trauma a monster inflicted in her, in her soul. Apparently, she had tried to commit suicide many times, but it all failed due to the carefulness of the nurses and her mom, but one night the nurse went to the toilet and took a lot of time giving christelle the time to do the unthikable, Well thinkable since she was thinking about it non-stop. All because of one human being. Our vacation was really crap. When i think i finally wanted to present my future hubby and besty but now i can't.

Three years after that sad and depressing week, I am married to Sonjae and mother of two children. Jeremy is also married and is expecting the birth of his third child, Aunt Mikaela has locked herself in her house, it's been decades since i saw her, i hope she is fine? but i heard her neighbors are taking great care of her and jeremy and i take turns in visiting her, even though i don't really talk to him anymore. don't know when, but we started drifting apart. it(s sad really, but nothing i can do, i tried talking back to him the few times we met but ut never really worked out, always akward. As for Christelle, she is still Greatly miss. i hope wherever she is, she is atleast happy. 

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