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IMPORTANT!!!

I NEED HELP SO BADLY RIGHT NOW. Let me explain why.

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Basically, around one or two weeks ago, I fell back into the Blueycapsules fandom😭😭 And now I'm so sad and wish someone else continued Blueycapsules. I know that this is straight out of nowhere, but can someone please tell me that I'm not the only one who still likes Blueycapsules😭

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Anyway, sorry if I haven't been posting for some time, I'm just not sure if I should continue this story. My life has gotten out of hand and I am currently healing from everything that has happened over this time. I just don't think I will continue this story and I think I will probably start something new.

reasons why I think I might end this story :

1 - my life has gotten out of hand.

2 - everytime I read the first few chapters, I cringe at how I used to write.

3 - I stopped shipping Evan and Gregory together because of the age gap and other things that just make me uncomfortable.

4 - I lost motivation for this story.

5 - I want to start over my life and I want to make good decisions this time. (this means that I will delete most of my drafts and create things that are, let's say more appropriate. I'm not saying that what I wrote was inappropriate, I'm just saying, things that will make more sence and will be easier to understand.)

6 - When I said that the age gap made me uncomfortable, this is what I mean. : aparently, Gregory is 8 years old, and the reason why people say that he's 10 to 12 is because he looks older than 8. On the other hand Evan was around 7 to 10 years old, so I gave him the age of 9 in 1983. Already, it is weird shipping kids together, even if I made them older in my story. Next, in the security breach timeline, it is in between 2035 to 2036. Lastly, that means that Evan and Gregory have the age difference of 44 to 45 years. Now that I think back at the ship, I feel this sort of guilt that I should have used more of my knowledge and actually think of the age gap and the fact that they are minors.

7 - Everytime that I write something, I often finish by saving it to my drafts and then later on delete them.

8 - When I said that I cringe every time I read the first few chapters, I'm talking about the chapters 1, 2 and 3. You'll see that if you compare them with the newer chapters, they just don't match with the rest of the story.

9 - I've been going on and off with this story, for example : I could start posting more often, and then bam, I'm gone for five months.

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I know that most people say that you should never give up something you started, but I feel like this is the right thing to do and that I'm making the right decisions. I'd also like to thank everyone who has supported me thrue this whole thing. Thank you all again for all your support, and please let me know if you think letting this story go is the right thing to do...

Thank you all again...

-MichaelAfton88