My Cold Husband

EIGHT - Realization

Gyuvin woke up. He felt cold, he noticed that Ricky has woken up before him. Makes sense. He has work today.

Gyuvin got up and walked to his bathroom.

After he finished showering, he got out and dried himself. He picked his outfit for the day. It was pretty simple, baggy black pants, and a white t shirt.

After he got out, he went downstairs and saw matthew in the livingn room.

"Good morning Matthew!"

"Good morning Gyuvin, oh yeah, i wanted to let you know that Ricky had to go early today because he has a client coming over." Matthew explained.

"Coming over here?"

"Yes." Gyuvin gave him a whisper like "oh" before he went to the kitchen.

He was about to call out his maids but they have already made food for him. Waffles, strawberries, and an egg.

"Thank you Mrs. Kanaya" Gyuvin said as the latter bowed down to him before going back to where the maids and butlers can chill.

After Gyuvin ate, he decided he wanted to go out with Matthew today. They haven't been able to talk and he heard by the maids that Matthew has been active lately.

"Hey Matthew! Wanna go to the new ice cream shop?" Gyuvin said, as he dragged Matthew to get in the car.

"Hey! I didn't even get to- whatever. Mind as well be your bodyguard again" Matthew said as he rolled his eyes and got in the car then started the car.

"Oh yeah, i forgot you were my bodyguard!"

"Yeah. You have been hanging out with Ricky alot. So what about the plan to make Ricky hate you? Hm?" Matthew said as he looked at latter who was in complete shock.

"HOW DO YOU KNOW?!"

"Please, ive known you for over 9 years." Matthew said making Gyuvin even more shocked.

Gyuvin never thought that hes THAT obvious. Matthew chuckled seeing that Gyuvins face was still in complete shock.

"Were here" Matthew said as he got out of the car to open Gyuvind car.

"Wow.. Such a gentleman ya?" Gyuvin said both of them chuckled. After he went out alot of people ran to Gyuvin. And as always, Matthew pushed them away as they both went inside on the ice cream shop.

Gyuvin was kinda suprised. Since the last few days he was in the city, alone in fact, no one went near him. Well, maybe not alone. With Ricky.

"Why did the last few days, these people didn't swarm me at all?.."

"Its because you were with Ricky."

"Huh?" Gyuvin hasn't clicked yet. So Matthew just gave him some time to think. Before Gyuvin realized,

"Shen Ricky.. Isn't he like the future mafi- oh fuck." Gyuvin saif as he realized, he walked the streets of korea with a fucking mafia. Gyuvin hasn't noticed all the weird stares, but Ricky has definately had. But Ricky has never told him? He noticed people were looking at him.

"Shit. Lets just go somewhere else Matthew.." Gyuvin said as he grabbed Matthews hand.

Matthew just nodded and they went back to there car.

'Fuck. The whole city probably doesn't like me anymore. The loved boy from THE Mr. Kim is married too a mafia?.. And.. All the looks. The looks they gave us. I can't imagine anyone looking at me that way. Oh god.' Gyuvin was freaking out in silence before Matthew broke the ice.

"Don't think too much. Its nothing really. Just some people disagreeing about YOUR choice about marrying someone." When Matthew said that, Gyuvin remembered everything he said before the wedding.

'I don't wanna marry a man i don't know!' 'i don't like him. At all.' 'im not ready for marriage' 'this isn't my decision.'

All those thoughts running back to Gyuvin.

As they arrived at the house, Gyuvin ran into his own room. Not Rickys room. He just ran into his own room.

Gyuvin sat on the floor and thought about it again. Does he really love Ricky? Or was it all fake love that was trying to make his father happy?.

He didn't know. He needed help with making a desicion. But where would he go?

He wouldn't go to his father. He wouldn't listen. He can't go to his mother. His mother is always siding with his father. Any of his friends? No. He can't. His father always told him to not talk about personal things to his friends. They would judge. But would his CLOSEST friends judge him?.

Would Yujin, Hanbin, And jiwoong really judge him?

Gyuvin thinks for awhile. He just sat down on the floor, leaning onto his locked door. Gyuvin was lost in his thoughts.

He really wanted to scream for help, but to who? No one was there for him. Unless. He talks to Ricky about this problem.

'no. I shouldn't. Im such a burden. I shouldn't be making Ricky join me stressing about MY problems.' Gyuvin thought as he changed his clothes to his home clothes. He didn't even notice its been hours since hes been in his room. He layed down on his bed and decided to just scream in the pillow as hard as he can.

It made him felt a little relieved. But the stressing thoughts made him suffer more. He decided to just try and fall asleep. Which he did eventually fall asleep.

After a few hours later, Matthew and Gyuvins maids were EXTREMLY worried about Gyuvin. Hes been in his room for over 4 hours.

Matthew decided to call Ricky. It took a while for Ricky to respond to the call but then he did.

"Hey Ricky?"

"Ugh, what is it? Im busy."

"Oh, okay then. I guess your too busy for your own husba-"

"Whats wrong." Rickys voice suddenly turned even more stern than it was before.

"Gyuvin.. He won't come out of his room.."

"WHAT?! why?!"

"Today, he asked me to go out, and we did, then the people there started giving him weird looks.. And im pretty sure hes overthinking. He won't open the door for us now and he hasn't answered to any of our calls."

"Shit. Okay, im coming home. And just keep calling him. Don't stop." Ricky said as he hanged up the call and immediately got off of work.

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Hey guys, heres a little N/A!

Im sorry that i haven been updating. Its just that i don't really have no more ideas for this story. Im thinking of doing a little angst though. Yet again sorry for not updatig regularly!