Alaisha POV:
As soon as I got In the house everything hit me like a a semi.
I know I needed to distract myself again but nothings permanent, no matter what I do it won't last.
How am I supposed to just go from being an assassin to living a normal life, being alone to not actually being alone.
Honestly it's all scary and there's not much I'm actually scared of.
Maybe I should wait to cook. Maybe she'll want food... wait that would be weird I can't just randomly Make her food.
What if she looks different. What if I look different. Wait do I? Shit let me see.
I ran to the bathroom to check then started talking to myself outloud.
"Alaisha get it to together, yesterday you were literally one of the top assassins worldwide and now your a complete mess... GET IT TOGETHER".
Ohmygosh I'm loosing it.
I took a few minutes to calm down then I heard my phone ding. I went to get my phone and saw a text from Zariyah.
Zariyah: Hey
Me: Hi
Zariyah: ohhh wow that's dry
Me: what?
Zariyah: nothing just talking, wyd
Like I said from the beginning, I don't talk to people much, so of course I don't text either. I thought for a minute trying to figure out what to see then I decided to just ask what that meant.
Me: mmhm, what's wyd?
Zariyah: what you doing... where are you from😭
Me: everywhere why? And im doing nothing
Zariyah: ohhh okay i thought you'd be cooking
Zariyah: and i asked because only people that live under a rock wouldn't know what that means
Me: well I don't live under a rock and I didn't know so I guess your wrong
Zariyah: righttt okay
Me: mmhm
Zariyah: you always text so dry?
Me: I don't usually text at all
Zariyah: oh Ight, you call?
Me: no
Me: I don't usually talk to people much
Zariyah: hmm so what changed
Me: everything
Zariyah: well is it okay that I'm texting you
Me: yeah I guess
Zariyah: bet😁
Zariyah: when I asked where your from what you mean by everywhere
Me: I move a lot
Zariyah: oh that's cool
Zariyah: did your family move for business or something?
Me: Typing....
I really didn't know how to respond to that so I just sat my phone down. Nobody's ever asked about my family, honestly nobody ever had to. The people I did speak to already knew everything there was to know.
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