Butterflies(femxstud)

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(Btw I edited the first page a while ago so if you haven't read that in the past few months I suggest reading it🫶🏽)

Alaisha POV:

2 weeks later

I woke up feeling drained, sad, hurt, mad, dead. I don't know I was feeling every negative emotion and Its been like this for the past week.

I haven't talked to Zariyah since the day after everything went down. And I haven't talked to my sister since that night.

Zariyah had every right to be mad at me but get this. My sister was made at me for what went down with Zariyah.

I feel horrible , I know what I said was wrong but I didn't mean it and I thought her showing up meant she knew that but no, one second she was here comforting me and the next she's gone and I'm being ghosted.

I deserve it. I know I do but I want to fix it. The crazy part is losing her made me realize something, I think- no I know I love her and I'm so scared I ruined something amazing.

I've never really been in this kind of situation so I don't even know the next step. I have nobody to talk to about it because I messed up with with my sister too.

I dragged myself out of bed and made my way to the bathroom. I peed, showered then did all my hygiene stuff. I decided it was time to get out of my slump.

I put on a cute dress it was light blue spaghetti strap dress that hugged my curves, I had bought it a little while ago but never actually wore it, I added some silver jewelry, a Jean jacket and some strappy sandals to make the outfit complete.

I don't really know what I'm about to do, I just want to try something new. "Get cute and go outside" or whatever they say. My chest hurts in this apartment, everything reminds me of her and how badly I messed up.

When my sister went off on me she pretty much said I need to "grow up and let shit go". So I'm trying I guess.

I grabbed my black book bag which had my gun, my charger, some money, a book and some random shit.

I made my way out the building and the first person I saw was Zariyah, it seemed like she was just on her way in.

We made eye contact for a split second then she gave me the most disgusted look ever and kept moving. I should've said something, I really wanted to but I was at a loss for words.

If I could just text her I would but she blocked me on everything. I decided I was just going to walk to this little bakery and try some stuff maybe read my book.

Omce I got there i ordered this cute little personal strawberry cheesecake, some apple pie cookies and the house lemonade. I might get more but this is all for now. No need to be too too big backed.

I sat down and started eating when I noticed this little girl come in, she looked so familiar....

"HEYYY I REMEMBER YOU!!!!!".

My eyes widened at the sudden outburst. I looked around then back at the little girl and then it clicked.

"Lana cut it out what I tell you bout calling folks out in public". I hadn't noticed before but the girl she was standing next to was a tall lightskin stud, she had locs that were in a barrel  twist style.

"Hey I'm sorry about that she tends to do that sometimes, you know kids just talking to strangers".

I just nodded my head.
"Yeah I know, the did the same thing last time".

"Wh-" the little girl whose name I now knew was Lana cut her off.

"LONDON THATS THE GIR-" the older sister quickly covered her mouth then knelt down to Lana's height.