literally my venting book

#165

"why would you be sorry" because i literally fucked up my whole life for you, i lost so many people i wish i still had but i ignored them all for you and finding out you didn't even tell me you were with him and continued to play my fucking feelings hurts bro. im not fucking sorry but if i loose you then i'm by myself and i have nobody so i came back again, and again. i agree with them in the server i wouldve still been in it if i hadn't met you, i said all this stuff to impress you i thought you were cool yet you went and broke my heart into a million little pieces. i cannot do this anymore bro, either fix yourself or im gonna have to go solo. and DONT even try make this about you bro you fucked me up and yeah maybe i did talk to other guys cause you'd always say "i'll just go talk to mitchell" be greatful that i'd fucking tell you if i got with one of them instead of fucking hurting your feelings, but at the same time why the fuck would you care, you couldn't give two shits about me and you never had. i lost all my friends on that discord server just trying to fucking impress you and i got fucking nothing out of it. i just wish we hadn't met.