literally my venting book

#150

im literally such a fool tonight i was at drifters girl the musical and i saw a lady sitting infront of me, id say she was about 65 and she looked exactly like my nan with the same face, same body and same hair and she was so happy dancing and singing along to the songs and i just started sobbing in the middle of the performance and everyone around me was so concerned and i had to leave early. Im genuinely not ok i know its been 9 years but i cant believe shes not here. Im genuinely still sobbing rn and i cant stop i miss her too much its just too hard without her and i dont think i can cope much longer with her not being here.