:: ʀᴏᴍᴀɴᴄᴇ- ᴍ ᴛʜᴀᴍᴇꜱ

A kiss can save a life ᡣ𐭩

TW: SUCIDE

Masons pov:
I drive ti y/n house as fast as possible my parents and brooke is in the car, y/n mom texted med saying that y/n is done. "Hurry up" I cry "honey calm down" My mom says

</3 Earlier today

I finshed calling y/n, she was so sad. I dont know why tho, She says she was tried and that i would come over later tonight "Love you" I say "I know" she hangs up, Y/n has been so depressed lately. her grandma died a few months ago, But i dont know if i did something wrong or anything.

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                                    y/n mom

MASON COME HERE PLEASE

                                                 What happened?!?

Y/N AND I GOT INTO A FIGHT
AND SHE SAID SHE WAS GOING TO END KT
EVERYTHING
                                                      what..wydm

SHES GOING TO KILL HERSELF
                                                            Omw

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I feel tears down my eyes, it all makes sense now.. I feel my heart sink. I run to my car "Mason?" My mom bumps into me "Whats wrong honey" she says "Y/n is going to kill her self" I sob her smile drops "CHAD BROOKE LETS GO" She yells and the two walk outside "Whats happening?" My dad says "Explain later" We get into my car

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I park in the drive way, I run into her house "Y/n come out please" her mom begs outside her door "Y/n?" I say and try to open her door "Im done" Y/n soft voice says "Y/'N OPEN THE DOOR" I bang "No". she say "Y/N PLEASE I NEED YOU" I  kick her door, i pull her door "Please" I sob "Y/n come outside" Her brother says "HONEY PLEASE. THIS ISN'T FUNNY IM SORRY" Her dad trys "okay" She says "Im going from her window" I whisper "How do you get up there?" her dad askes "Uhh" I run down stairs.

I open y/n window Locked I can see her, she sits there on her bed with a bottle of pills and a knife "No no" I say i bang on the window she doesn't react "Y/N PLEASE" her mom begs "She  on her bed. I see her every move. I jump back down and run upstairs

"y/n please come out" Brooke tires "Y/N PLEASE STOP" i throw my self against the door "Y/N/N I LOVE YOU, IM NOT READY TO GIVE YOU UP" I bang on her door. I hear her floor board creek. She slides a picture of me and her "NO NO NO" I bang again "PLEASE" I yell and scream "I NEED YOU" I scream. I look at the her door handle

I run downstairs and grab the tool box, "please work" I run upstairs "Mason please stop"
her mom says "No" I say and un screw the door handle. "Y/N COME OUTSIDE PLEASE" I scream i take off the handle throw myself again "Mason stop" Brooke says "NO NO NO" The door wont unlock "mason you can stop" y/n says "Its to late" She says, I feel my heart break "NO I NEED YOU, WITHOUT YOU IM ALONE, YOUR THE PERSON WHO MAKES ME HAPPY." I cry on the floor. "Mason please stop" I hear her sobs "Just let me hug you, let me kiss you one last time" I beg "No" She says "Y/N I SWEAR PLEASE IM DONE PLAYING GAMES" I kicks her door.

Her door opens, "Y/N" I scream and run to her bed, her hand filled with random pills "STOP"
She screams "You cant do this to yourself, your hurting me." I say and pick her up "MASON STOP" she kicks me "Please y/n i need you" I beg "No put me down" She screams "STOP" I hold her and place her down "LOOK AT ME" I hold her by her shoulders "WAKE UP" I shake her "Mason please" she begs "I need you" I say "You can find someone else" she trys to pull away "I need you, my special special girl, the girl who is there when im sad, whos there when im happy" I say "Please" I beg "Mason please i-i" she says I cut her off, I kiss her she puts her hands on my cheeks "I need you" I whisper "Im sorry" she says

I feel blood along her thigh, "Y/n.." I say she toss her head on my shoulder "y/n please" I beg "I love you" She kisses my cheek "CALL 911 please" I look at everyone for help "Y/n why" I hold her on the floor "I love you so much, my beautiful boy" She moves my hair to the side "I loved you so so much" She says as her mom calls 911 "Your the star for my heart" she says "No y/n i can get you help" I say and hug her "Your the person i love the most" she smiles "PLEASE" i hold her as she struggles to breathe "But i love you"  I hold her head "I know" she says "Please dont go" I say "Im not going anywhere" she smiles "I hear footsteps, I watch as the nurse come "hi miss you need to come with us" they say as they try to take her from me.

"YOU CANT TAKE HER" I hold her "Mason let go" my dad said "NO PLEASE" I beg "I love you" She says, she doesn't breathe anymore "NO NO" I hold her, "Sir please hand her over we need to do cpr," The nurse takes her, i watch her leave my arms "Y/N PLEASE COMEBACK"i beg Y/' dad and My dad hold me back "Y/nl Her mom runs to her, I watch her. I watch them try everything , i see them shake their heads

"LET GO OF ME" I yell and run to y/n "Sir please" I kiss y/n one more time, one last time. I breathe into her, I pull away she gasps "Y/n.." I say "Mason." She looks at me her soft eyes alive with her soul "Im sorry" I sobs into my chest "Its okay" I hold her, "Im so so sorry" she crys "Im sorry im sorry sorry god forgive me" She cry's "I love you so much" She hold me "Y/n..." her parents say in sync "Im so sorry" she says as she struggles to breathe "Im so so sorry" her words break my heart "Its okay sweetheart" Her mom says and pushes me to the side, i watch her apologize to everyone, she looks at me "Im so so sorry" she says "Im so sorry" Say says over and over again.

They nurse release y/n, I run up to her and hug her so tight "why y/n" i look at her and she starts to cry "Im so tired of the media.. I wanted to disappear" She says "I missed going out with you without people stopping us to take a picture" she sobs "you could of talked to me" I hold her "than i was so mad and upset that i was done.." She says. I kissed her again and again, She beats herself everyday.

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She confessed that she tried to kill herself before, but it failed. She burned her self as-well. "We will be sending you to therapy," The doctor agrees with her parents "And its good if you don't see your boyfriend for a while, he seems to cause stress with his popularity" the doctor says once more, I hold y/n hand "But i can fix this." I say to him "No you cant" The doctor refuses to give me a chance. "please dont take her away from me" I say "I love her, i need her in my life" I say i look down "Mason" Y/n says "Its okay" She hugs me "I SAVES HER FOR CRYING OUT LOUD" i yell at the doctor "Sir i understand that but it was really a late reaction to the-" I cut him off "You need to stop, I love y/n i take care of her. I was the one who opened the door" I say "Please let me stay with her" I look up "I can fix her stress i promise." I plead "One week" He says.

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I sit in bed with y/n, i sleep over with her this past week, she was grounded so she couldn't use her phone, but they allowed me to stay with her "I love you" I say. "I love you the most" she hugs me "Im glad you kissed me" she says "a kiss can save a life.."

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IM SORRY THIS ONE IS VERY HEAVY 😭😭 I  CRIED WRITING THIS NOT PROOFREAD

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