BLEED *

5

Nanon's pov:

When we finally sat down and broke up.

It was really anti-climatic.

I told him how I felt, he told me how he felt and then we decided to break up.

Did I want to break up at that time? Nope.

Did he? I don't know.

It's like we just ripped off the bandaid.

I stopped promoting our ship long before we broke up, so it's not like people were missing it.

Maybe because we still hung out, other than that.

When we had broken up, he took none of his things, and I've never asked for anything back.

It's like we just stopped.

Honestly, the nights after I had bad days, It's easy to find comfort in his clothes.

I wouldn't tell anyone about it, but it gives me that love that he used to.

It was weird still seeing him at events, seeing posters of him at our work building.

Seeing people post and all that things of him.

It made me sad sometimes, well most of the time.

It made me miss him.

I know I'll always miss him anyway.

He was the first guy to ever make me feel the way he did.

He was my true love, but the way it seems it wasn't our time yet.

So as much as I miss him, it means absolutely nothing.

The anger I feel seeing his new ship.

There's absolutely nothing that makes me madder than seeing anything about it.

Mark and Chimon has taken it to themselves to block the hashtag and make sure that I don't even look at it.

THE FREAKING EVENTS.

I know he has no part in it.

Him or his new co-star they don't choose what they do.

The fact remains, all this opportunities and events they're getting before even having their series out.

People are loving them, people are eating this shit up and that's all Ohm wanted, he wanted the people to keep talking about him.

It didn't matter what.

So this morning when I accidentally found myself on his instagram page I cried.

It's a stupid thing to cry about, I know he'd do it sooner or later but it was like the final nail in the coffin.

It was over, our ship and friendship was over.

We were over,

Whether I liked it or not