Pray For My Sins | YoonKook

11

It was Saturday night, the night of Jungkook's party.

Yoongi was currently pouting on top of Jimin's bed as the younger got ready. "I don't think me going to Jungkook's party is a good idea." Yoongi said.

Jimin rolled his eyes as he finished getting dressed. "I think you need to go. To either help you sort out your feelings or to properly turn Jungkook down." Jimin said.

Yoongi blushed as he thought about the last time he was alone with Jungkook, how the older boy had kissed him while they were studying. That all Yoongi had been thinking about was, in fact, Jungkook.

He gently touched his lips.

He was confused and conflicted still. He had been waking up in the middle of the night, every single night since they kissed, in sweat from the very inappropriate dreams he had been having.

Yoongi felt like he was going insane.

"I don't want to go." Yoongi said softly.

Jimin whined and pouted. "Please Yoongi?! I want to go and I don't want to go by myself! Jungkook might have friends from his old school there and I might find someone! Please?! I know between you two... things are complicated, but maybe you guys just need to talk about it." He said.

Yoongi groaned and pouted. "Fine... but don't leave me alone." Yoongi said.

"Yes! Okay! Now change out of those damn church clothes." Jimin said as he pulled an outfit together for Yoongi.

—

Jungkook sighed out as he looked around, hoping he'd see Yoongi. He wanted to apologize to him for the kiss and for crossing Yoongi's boundaries, but the younger wasn't there.

Jungkook sighed before he smiled as he spotted his best friends from his old school. He smiled as he moved through people to greet them.

"Hobi-yah! TaeTae! I'm glad you guys could make it!" He shouted over all the noise.

"Okay, where are all the hot church boys you've told me about?" Hoseok asked.

Jungkook chuckled. "There's plenty here unless you meant the two that I told you were hot?" Jungkook said.

Hoseok nodded. "Those ones."

Jungkook sighed. "Not here... I don't know if they'll come, but if they do I'll introduce you." Jungkook said before Hoseok left to go grab a drink.

Jungkook smiled at Taehyung. "Where's Jin-hyung?" He asked.

Taehyung pouted. "Being a college boy... studying. I told him to come with me and bring Joonie-hyung, but he said no."

Jungkook patted his back. "We'll still have fun!" Jungkook said before he walked over to the drinks with Taehyung.

—

"Do I really have to stay? Can't I just pop in, stay till you find someone, then leave?" Yoongi asked.

"No! I wanna get drunk off my ass, okay?" Jimin said.

Yoongi groaned. "I hate you." He said as they walked inside of Jungkook's house. It was packed with people from their school and other people they didn't know.

Jimin lead Yoongi over to the drinks and started to take shots. Yoongi looked around until he found Jungkook. The elder was sitting at a table where people were playing poker and smoking.

Yoongi watched as Jungkook took a drag of his cigarette before his eyes moved up and met Yoongi's.

Yoongi quickly turned around. "Fuck! He saw me already, Jimin, I really-!" Yoongi looked over and watched as Jimin threw back shot after shot.

Yoongi sighed as Jimin giggled. "Six shots in a row is a new record for me!" He said before he turned around and watched as Jungkook and another boy headed their way.

Jimin smiled. "Hey!" He said.

Yoongi cursed under his breath as he turned around and looked up at Jungkook who was focused on Jimin.

"Hey Jimin, this is my best friend, Jung Hoseok." He said.

Jimin smiled as he and Hoseok said hello to each other. "Jungkookie told me a lot about you." Hoseok said.

Jimin smirked. "Really? Good things?" He asked before he and Hoseok talked and walked off to find a quieter place to get to know each other.

Yoongi gulped as he was left alone with Jungkook.

Jungkook made himself a drink before he looked over at Yoongi. "Did you want anything?" He asked.

Yoongi turned and looked at the liquor, maybe a shot or two wouldn't hurt.

"A shot... soju." He said before he watched as Jungkook poured it for him, Jungkook kept his eyes on Yoongi as he threw the shot back before motioning for more.

Jungkook poured him another one before grabbing himself a beer. Yoongi licked his lips as he finished his second shot. "Could we talk?" Jungkook asked.

Yoongi looked up at him before he sighed and nodded. He blushed as Jungkook took his hand and lead him upstairs. Yoongi looked around at all the people making out as Jungkook unlocked his bedroom door. He walked inside and motioned for the younger to walk in.

Yoongi looked around his room in awe. "Wow, your room is bigger than my entire apartment." Yoongi said.

Jungkook took a drink of his beer before he watched Yoongi look around his room. Jungkook walked up behind him. "Yoongi-yah... are you okay? From the other day I mean? I'm sorry that I crossed a line." Jungkook said.

Yoongi blushed as he turned towards Jungkook. He looked up at the elder before his eyes traveled down his body. The elder was wearing a simple black T-shirt with the short sleeves rolled up, it was tucked into his black jeans.

His longish black hair was not in a bun like it usually was. Yoongi gulped as he looked up and actually looked at Jungkook's face. The elder had two lip piercings and an eyebrow piercing, making him look even hotter than he did at school.

Yoongi blushed as Jungkook looked into his eyes.

"Yoongi-yah?" He asked softly.

Yoongi couldn't hold back anymore, his urges taking over as he threw his arms around Jungkook's neck and kissed him.

Jungkook started to kiss him back before he gently pushed him away. "I thought... you-"

"I haven't been able to get you off my mind..." Yoongi said softly.

Jungkook stared at him. "Is... is that the real reason why you've been avoiding me?" He asked.

Yoongi nodded and pouted a bit. "I-I'm sorry... I'm sorry for the way I spoke to you... how I pushed you away... Jungkook-hyung... I'm so scared." Yoongi said, breaking down a bit.

Jungkook instinctively got closer, wanting to embrace the younger tightly and warmly, to let him know that he wasn't alone in this, but he hesitated, afraid Yoongi would push him away again.

Yoongi looked up at him, staring into his eyes as he slowly got closer. Yoongi looked down at Jungkook's lips, his eyes locked on them.

Jungkook felt his heart pounding in his chest as he watched the younger before he brought his hand up to Yoongi's tear stained cheek. Watching as Yoongi leaned into his touch.

He looked down at Yoongi's lips before his eyes moved up and met Yoongi's. "Are you sure it's okay this time?" Jungkook asked softly.

"Kiss me, hyung." Yoongi said softly, his voice shaking with fear and excitement.

Jungkook leaned forward, capturing Yoongi's lips in a searing kiss.