24/7 Addicted to you [JOONGDUNK]

One Step Closer Than Before

For the next few days joong and dunk both tried to avoid each other in the UNI which actually annoyed pond and phuwin cause whenever they decided to go and have a lunch together, the all four of them...joong and dunk would come up with weird excuses.Pond and phuwin decided to talk to both of them but separately. Pond decided to talk to joong and phuwin decided to talk to dunk.

Pond: WHAT?!? YOU BOTH KISSED?(joong told him everything that had happened)

Joong: we both were drunk.....

Pond: so how was it-

Joong: i felt soo good....but i kissed him by mistake....we did agree to talk to each other about this later but since then we both have been avoiding each other.....

Pond: but if you won't talk about this it will be a problem...

Joong: i know but how can i talk to him after what i did to him....and the fact that while we were kissing he was having trouble breathing but i just continued kissing him....that's embarrassing.....

Pond: but wasn't he the one who asked you to kiss him? why worry?

Joong: i was the one who gave him the hint....if i would've maintained distance between us he probably wouldn't have asked for kiss.....it's all my fault...

Pond: do you regret kissing him?

Joong: No! Not even a bit! It felt amazing...

Pond: if no regrets....why get embarrassed?

Joong: well what am i supposed to say to him then? "Sorry that was a mistake let's forget it and move on"? or "I really have a crush on you and i just kissed you cause i got low key high"? 

Pond: talk through it....if you say it was a mistake..this matter will be forgotten and the things will go back as they before and you will be at the end of the lane again....

Joong: Then tell me what should i say to him? I don't want things to be awkward between us......

Pond: confess....

Joong: Huh?

Pond: I said confess your feeling towards him.....tell him that yeah you were drunk and kissed him but you did not regret it...you tell him that you really like him and don't think of it as a mistake...tell him your feelings towards are true and you don't want things to go wrong between you and him!  

Joong: Well what if he is disgusted that i like him. A GUY LIKES HIM! i don't know how he will react...things will probably go wrong if he doesn't accept me......or accept the fact that i like him....

Pond: If you won't try you will never know....dude you are in love with this person......why can't you just confess your love to a person? Is it a crime to like a guy? And i know he understands that you like him because i never saw him having trouble with me and phuwin being together....

Joong: It's still risky...what if he is straight...and has a crush on a girl.....what am i gonna do after that?

Pond: Joong just admit it that you are afraid of the word NO.....you are scared he would reject you and you will be back to you stage 1.....you are afraid you won't have a chance.....

Joong: YES! I AM AFRAID!

Pond: joong...you never know how things can go if you don't try them first..look if you confess one thing i am sure of that he won't be disgusted but will accept the fact that you like him and respect it and even if he does like someone you both still be close and be friends and he will help you with your feelings and help you get over them and if he doesn't like someone you would still have a chance. Trust me i have known him for pretty long time. But if you won't tell him you will get stuck with your feelings for him and won't be able to remove this burden off yourself. The only person's that will know that you like him will be you, me and phuwin.....and then you will keep on bottling up your feelings for him and you eventually blast one day........It's best to let it all out and not worry about the result.....rest it's your wish...i and phuwin will support you on any decision you make......