Falling for you (phan)

Chapter 14

Dans pov

I wake up and still have the thought of the blue- green eyes on my mind. I don't know why but I don't mind thinking about them even if Phil did lie about actually being my friend.

I stumble to my feet grabbing my crutches and walk towards the bath room to take a quick shower before school. I feel the water hit me and I look down and see all of the scars. Why did I do this to myself? I remember why I was at the bridge. But why did I do all of this? Was it because of Phil? Dad? Ugh I with I could just easily remember.

I finish washing up and change into my same old black outfit. I check to see the time and see that I am five minutes late. Great. I still have to straighten my hair that will take way to long. Maybe I will just go with my hobbit hair.

"Bear, are you eating anything?" My mum calls up the stairs.

"I have no time mum I'm already late." She checks her watch and starts to grab her work stuff.

"Get in the car I will be out in a minute." I follow her orders and go out and sit in the car. I try to fix my hair but there is no fixing it.

We pull up to the school and Phil is waiting outside by himself. He quickly comes over and helps me out of the car and we make our way to the school.

"Why are you out here?"

"I was waiting for you. I want to talk to you and apologize for everything. That was a really awful things for me to do. I was being selfish and wanted a second chance and I didn't mean for you to get hurt in the process."

"Of course I was going to get hurt in the process. I didn't have my memory and you took that for your advantage."

" sorry I really am but can we please just start over, I don't want to loose you."

"I guess and where is everyone else?"

"They didn't want to be late to class."

"Oh, so then why are you here? Aren't you worried about being late?" I ask with a skeptical tone in my voice.

"I don't care if I'm late to class as long as you are safe and your no longer mad at me. Your well being is way more important than a class."

"I don't think I could truly stay mad at you. You are just so innocent and adorable." as soon as I said it I freeze and start to panic. Why did I have to say that? Things were going good and I may have just ruined my chances forever.

"Speaking of adorable I love your hair." I start to brush as I remember that I didn't have time to straighten my hair this morning.

"My hair is gross and curly it is not adorable it is annoying."

"It's not gross I think it makes you look hot to be honest." I feel my cheeks heat up once more. I need to figure out a way out of this conversation before I look even more like a tomato.

"We shouldn't probably be heading to class not it is kinda late."

"Do you want to just skip first and go hang out on the field or something?"

"I would love to."

We make our way down to the field talking about random things and things that we love.

"I personally love muse, Mario kart, and Dan Howells hobbit hair." phil says as if it's nothing.

"Well then I personally am obsessed with muse and Mario kart and I love Phil Lesters eyes." this time it was him that was blushing.

I take one look at him and can stop from chuckling at how red his face has become.

"Your really straight forward aren't you?" Phil questioned once he got a hold of himself.

"No usually but something about being with you makes me want to tell you things you deserve to hear."

"Wow Dan Howell that was very well said and if we are going that way, I love your hobbit hair, your smile and dimples, you eyes are beautiful, mostly how easy you can forgive people."

"Well then Phil Lester I love your eyes, and how your black hair contrast perfectly with your pale skin then your eyes come along and make it fit together perfectly. The way when you laugh your tongue pokes out the side of your mouth."

"Do you know what I love the most though?"

"What do you love the most?"

"You." at that moment my heart stopped.