Falling for you (phan)

Chapter 9

Dans pov

I wake up grab my crutches and throw on some more black clothes. What is up with all this black? I make my way into the bathroom to straighten my hobbit hair. As the curls go through the flat iron, most likely burning my hair I started to think.

I have friends and they miss me? I decide to text Pj and ask him if he told them that I might not remember them.

To Pj: Hey, did you let The other two I might not remember them?

From Pj: Of course. They were fine with it because you and them had a disagreement before it happened.

To Pj: Oh well I guess it's starting over then.

From Pj: Yeah, starting over.

Something in the way he was talking made me feel concerned but I mean it's just a little fight I guess I have nothing to worry about.

My stomach starts to grumble and I go down to grab some food. I limp into the kitchen and to my surprise my mom was there making some pancakes.

"Hey sweetie, do you want some?" She says as she holds out the plate that had a couple on it. I grab one off the top and use my crutches to go upstairs to brush my teeth. I check my phone to see the time and see that I'm running late. Great.

I go as fast as I can go out the door as I am already late and really don't want to draw more attention to myself then I need too. The crutches were really slowing my down and making this harder then it needed to be.

My mom drove me to school when she saw how much trouble I was having. I look towards the door and see Pj and two other guys. Pj starts walking over and helps me out of the car being careful not to slam my leg on the door. I start to walk with the crutches and he holds my bag for me. We get to the others and they introduce themselves to me.

"Hi I'm Chris." the man I'm assuming is Chris says.

"And I'm Phil." the other one says and I don't really concentrate on what he is saying because of his blue eyes. They were like the ocean and looked so incident. I was lost in his eyes and didn't really care if people noticed. The way his jet black hair contracts his pale skin and everything just seems so perfect.

I have to say he was kinda hot and so was his voice. I see him wave a hand in my face and it breaks me from my trance.

"Uh ah, hi I'm Dan." I mentally slap myself for sounding like that. He is going to think I am a freak and not want be near me. I don't know why I want to impress him so much but I do.

"Nice to meet you again Dan." Phil says as he puts his hand out for me to shake. I follow his lead and when our hands touch it feels like electricity is coursing through my veins.

"Um I don't really remember where my classes are."

"I can bring you." Pj chimes in.

"Don't be silly I would love to take him." Phil says and I feel my cheeks heat up. I look at Pj to see if he approved but I saw him giving a glare at Phil. Sorta like warning him but I didn't know what for were all friends right? Me and Phil walk away from the group after saying our goodbyes and phil grabs my bookbag and helps we with the crutches.

"How are you feeling?" Phil says after awhile of silence.

"I'm pretty good my leg still hurts but what are you going to do about it." I say with a shrug.

"Why were you on the bridge? If you don't mind me asking." He says as if he is afraid of pushing me to far.

"I don't really remember but I think I would go there when I was depressed or something happened." I say as I really think about it.

"Oh you shouldn't have to be depressed." he says as he looks somewhat guilty. I don't know why he would be it wasn't his fault was it? Was it because of our arguing?

"It's fine." I say trying to make him smile I really did love his smile.

"No it's not fine you were depressed and that is not okay! You should never have to be!" He says sounding angry.

"You couldn't do anything so please calm down its over now. People get depressed it happens." I say trying to reason with him.

"I could have stopped it. If only I knew." He said looking slightly sad.

"Please stop blaming yourself." I say confused as to why he was blaming himself.

"I'm sorry." he says as his eyes start to water. I quickly pull him into a hug and he starts to cry into my shoulder. Why was he so upset over me? I'm just Dan. I really wish that I could remember.

I go to let go and he hold on tighter so instead of fighting it I hug him like the world was going to end. I had dropped my crutches when I hugged him and was now fully aware that he was the only way I was standing right now.