Falling for you (phan)

Chapter 7

Dans pov

How could I forget my mum? This can't be happening it just can't.

"I-I can't remember anything m-mum."

"It's okay Dan it's going to be okay."

"What if I never remember anything?"

"You will Dan you just have to wait awhile."

"Where's dad?"

"H-he doesn't live with us."

"W-why?"

"Don't worry about it sweetie just worry about getting better. Okay?"

"Okay, but mum?"

"Yeah sweetie?"

"When can I get out of here? This bed isn't very comfortable." She chuckles as I try to shift and fail causing my arm to slip out from under me.

"I'll ask the nurse Dan I'll be right back."

With that she left leaving me alone and feeling lost. Do I go to school? I bet it's fun and I have a bunch of friends and I wonder if I do sports. My mom walks into the room with Carrie and sits down in the chair again. Carrie comes over to me and checks all the cords and the beeping machine.

"Hey Dan how are you feeling?"

"I feel fine."

"Like normal 'fine' or I feel like I'm slowly dying 'fine'?"

"I actually feel normal I don't feel any pain or anything."

"That might be just from the pain medication so we are going to keep you over night so that we can see how you are doing tomorrow. Okay?"

"Okay. And when can I return to school?"

"Whenever your mum wants you to. If you really wanted to you could go back tomorrow."

"Okay." with that she left me and my mum alone so I decided to figure outside about me.

"Mum, do I have a lot of friends?"

"I don't know sweetie you never brought anyone over to the house."

"Do I do any sports?" She starts laughing.

"If laying in bed in the computer was a sport then yes but other then that no you don't do a sport."

"D-do I have siblings?"

"No Dan it's just me and you."

"Not even a dog?"

"If you want we can get one but let's wait until you get your memory back okay?"

"I'm tired can I go to sleep?"

"Yeah honey I have to go to work but I will be back after."

"Okay." She came over to my bed and kissed my forehead before leaving the room. I feel my eyes start to close and I let them. I drift away into a dream.

There was a man that looked like me in it but he was much older.

*dream*
There was a house that was somewhat neat and all the walls were a boring color. My mum was there too but she was in the kitchen. He grabbed my arm and slaps my face. I look around and see my mother hasn't noticed.

He pushed me and I fell against the wall. I try to fight back but there is no point he is way stronger. He punches me a couple more times. I look at my mum again this time she is looking but stood frozen in the kitchen. I get one more punch thrown but this time it's at my stomach.

"Dan? Dan wake up!"

*end of dream*

I sit up and my body is covered in sweat. Carrie is standing over me holding me down probably so I didn't end up hurting someone. Or myself.

"What's wrong Dan? What were you dreaming about?"

"W-who was h-he?"

"Who?"

"The guy in my dream!" She sat next to me and looked at me.

"Dreams are a way to remember the past, sometimes it's not pretty though."

"He hurt me." I said in a bitter tone. Who was 'he'?

"Do you remember who he was? Or what he looked like?"

"He looked like an older version of me sorta."

"Do you think it was your dad?"

"Why would a dad do that?"

"I don't know hun, I just don't know." We were about to continue talking but she got a call from another patient so she left me.

I went back to sleep eventually even though I didn't want to. I was scared that I would have another dream like that but this one was nice.

*dream*

Blue eyes. They were so pretty you could get lost in them. They were like an ocean. All I could see we're the eyes and I didn't care what the rest looked like. I could tell it was a boy.

I saw a face but this one was different it had curly hair and green eyes. He was saying something but I couldn't hear him I was to concentrated on the piercing blue eyes from the other one. Are these my friends?

Am I in a relationship with one of them? Why can I only see his eyes? I bet the rest of him is pretty and probably has the perfect personality.

*end of dream*

"Hey Dan." I hear my mums soft voice as I wake up from my sleep.

"Hey mum, I have a question."

"What is it sweetie?"

"Did dad beat me?"

"What are you talking about sweetie?"

"I had a dream and it looked sorta like me but older and he punched me mum! You were there. Is that why he doesn't live with us?"

"I'm so sorry sweetie it was him."

"Why?"

"He didn't approve your life choices. But I do I support you no matter what!"

"What did I chose?"

"Sweetie you are bisexual."