~~KARKAT'S POV~~
She looked at me with her red eyes "K4RK4T M3 4ND D4V3 4RE IN 4 R3L4TION SHIP" My eyes stopped flowing like a river for three seconds "What" she stood up "I'M SO SRY K4RKL3S" i started crying all over again.
She left and i stood up looking down at my red tears that were on the floor "I always seem to fuck shit up for some reason" i walked to my room not even crying it was 8:18. i put on my bed clothes and went to sleep.
I didn't wake up until 5:43pm. I already knew what i was going through the second stage of depression i was depressed about Nepeta's absence, now i'm really depressed about Terezi and Dave.
I didn't even leave my bed other users where bothering me on Pester Chum, but i didn't even care i just got up to use the bathroom and turn off my computer.
Two weeks passed know one heard from Nepeta, and Equius had joined us on the search for Nepeta. Vriska told us we should just give up if she didn't want to found. Equius almost broke her face. we all guessed he didn't care he's higher than her on the Hemospectrum anyways.
Equius was the saddest out if all of us he may have been more depressed than me too. He really did have a soft spot for her. While we were searching Terezi would try to talk to me,but i would always be short with her.
We eventually went to her hive and realized she didn't take her computer with her and all she had was the teleport "Hey ii could hack iinto her computer and track the last teleport that was used" we all turned around and looked at him "GREAT" i realized i screamed and Sollux laughed "You really mu2t be happy to find her" Equius went over to her shipping wall and the first thing he obviously saw was the ship she made with Me and herself. I noticed he turned around and i looked the other direction trying to see what sollux was doing. His eyes were burning through my head "s-sooo how are you going to that" i felt his stair intensify that the back of my head stated itching "ii don't know kk,but i'll try to figure something out" i realized that he was starting to get tired of looking for her. Everyone was really even i was,but i knew that my depression would get larger and i would slowly fall apart,because it's my fault she ran away somewhere "She must like it there" said equius we all turned around "What do you mean equiu2" but by the time sollux finished his sentence he was already out the hive.
I felt tears fill my eyes and before i knew it i was storming out of the hive to.
