~~KARKAT'S POV~~
We haven't looked for Nepeta for a long time. I guess we all just gave up. I walked down stairs sluggish like and made myself something to eat.
Later i heard someone knocking on my door i walked to it and opened it slowly afraid to see Terezi or Equius. I opened it all the way, it was Kanaya "Karkat i'm so sorry Vriska told me everything, i'm sorry i wasn't here to comfort you sooner" let her in and got her something to eat. We sat down in the Living room "So why did she do it Vriska only told me the things she knew" i rolled my eyes "I really don't wanna talk about it now,but Equius said she must like it there" she looked at me "Well you shouldn't be sad" i looked at her "If she's happy you should be happy for her" i felt tears filling in my eyes "I know but it's hard do you not know me" she heard the shakiness in my voice and came over and sat by me "It's okay i promise, and you don't know she might miss us too" i put my head in her lap and cried. it was good her skirt was red. she rubbed my head and coaxed me, i felt like a baby
"Do you wanna watch a rom com" I nodded. She got up and put in my favorite movie and made Popcorn with extra salt butter because that's how i liked it. she sat down next to me and pressed the play button on the movie.
We watched the movie and enjoyed it a lot. She even clapped at the end.
She cleaned up the mess and got me something to drink because all that salt and butter made me very thirsty. "Your welcome" i smirked. She always knew how to make me happy.
"Now that we have that settled,would you like to tell me somethings that you're afraid to tell others" i looked at her "I promise i won't tell anyone and you'll not be made fun of" we sat across from each other on different sofas "The reason Nepeta ran away was because of me" Her eyes widened "She came over one day and told me she was flushed for me,but i rejected her and told her i was flushed for Terezi,but she's in a relationship with dave and now i'm depressed because i didn't have to tell her my feelings and she still would be here, and Equius wouldn't be depressed either and i could finally except her feeling seance Terezi's in a relationship with Dave." I huffed and puffed because i said that all in one breath. She tapped her chin "So you would except her feelings because Terezi's is already in a relationship" i realized what i said. I hit my head "Fuck, what's wrong with me" she smiled "Nothing is wrong with you Kar" i looked at her "That's how we all think, we leave someone to the side incase our first didn't work out" I looked at her she lightly smiled. I ran over and hugged her "You Know Me So Well" i said taking huffs in between each word "It's okay I understand" she said rubbing my back. I put my face in her lap again and soon dozed off to sleep.
I woke up on my sofa i had a pillow in replacement of Kanaya's lap and a soft grey blanket. i looked over at my other sofas and Kanaya was asleep on the medium one. i rolled over. My head herts from all that crying. I looked at my clock it was 12:09am i was hungry and thirsty.
I'm a baby,and when i start to cry like a baby kanaya is always here like she's my lussus. I rolled my eyes.
I got up and got and made myself something to eat. "I'm an idiot" i say to myself clenching my fist on the counter.
Kanaya soon woke up and left. She thought i needed time to think. She was probably right
"She must like it their" i said to myself over and over again. Those words Equius said. Would she have come back if she didn't like it. Of coarse that's her attitude.
I went up stairs to find that Sollux was pestering me. I logged on. "Hey meet me at the lab we need to talk" i didn't text back i just put on my shoes and headed out.
I walked to the lab and saw Sollux spinning around in a wheel chair. I walked in "What the hell do you want it's late" he stopped "Ii'm done looking iit'2 getting annoying and if she want2 to come back iit'2 her choice" i scrunched my eyebrows "WHY THE FUCK" he put his elbow on his knee and used his hand to keep his face balanced "Ii'm sorry KK, ii thiink she'll wonder about us though" i balled my fist. He stood up and walked through the door "2orry Kk we'll ju2t have to see what she'll do" i just stood their,but then i felt something burst out my throat "ARE WE JUST GONNA LET EQUIUS SUFFER FROM DOWN SYNDROME THEN" I huffed and puffed. Sollux turned around "He'2 fiine ii went to hiis hiive and he 2aid he'2 happy that 2he'2 happy. You should be happy too." he just walked away i wanted to storm after him but didn't.
I walked back to my hive. It was dark and dangerous this late at night. I made it to my hive without being jumped or attacked by another troll.
When i walked through my door i walked up upstairs,put on my bedclothes,and crawled into bed. I wasn't tired,but i would be soon. A few minutes later i dozed off not wanting tomorrow to come.
