DEDICATION:
-To all of you who didn't received the love you wanted!
🖤🥀
"She was slowly breaking apart, a shell of the person she used to be. The world was crashing down around her, and she couldn't see the light at the end of the tunnel anymor...
I was heading out of the hospital, feeling exhausted and drained after a long day of work.
Being in medical field is definitely not easy.
I had done my best to stay focused and efficient, but I was still feeling tired from the day's workload and stress. I was heading towards the exit, hoping the long day would be over soon, when I caught a glimpse of someone.
It was that girl I had bumped into that morning, the one I had gotten angry at in the heat of the moment.
Why her again?!
God do you want me to apologize that badly???!!
Wowww
I looked at her, and a sense of guilt began to build inside me. I knew I shouldn't have acted like that with a complete stranger who I had just met, and yet... I feel so much guilt as I remember the way I had talked to her earlier, when I was still annoyed and upset. I was suddenly feeling like I wanted to make things right, explain myself to her...
But why??
I dont usually explain myself to others than why a complete stranger??
Ok whatever lets finish it here.
"I'm sorry..." I wanted to say, but I didn't know how she was going to react. I knew I had to say it, but I felt so embarrassed about the whole situation. I swallowed my nerves, trying to say those three important words...
I took a deep breath, gathering my courage. I had to apologize, I had to say it. Even though she was just a stranger, I had to set things right...
I walked towards her, my heart pounding in my chest. I had to say it, had to apologize. I needed to let her know that I was sorry about how I had treated her earlier, that I was sorry...
I called her from behind, but she didn't seem to notice me...
Is she ignoring me or what.
Should i go close to her.
What if i make her uncomfortable.
But i need to say sorry.
" Excuse me..". I called her again but still she didn't seem to pay any attention to me. I was starting to feel more and more frustrated with myself, I needed her to notice me and hear what I was saying to her...
Fuck it....
Bro just reach to her and say sorry!! Is it that hard.
I walked towards her quickly, and tapped her shoulders gently. I had to get her attention somehow, I wanted to speak to her and I needed her to pay attention. I needed to apologize and explain myself...
She turned around, and I saw her eyes meet mine. I felt a sudden rush of nervousness and embarrassment, but I knew I had to make up for my actions earlier. I could feel my heart pounding in my chest, but I remained steady as I tried to speak...
Why the hell i am feeling this way.
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