Lover?

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by avlovests

by avlovests

That night they slept practically instantly.

A month or 2 had gone past, Lover is now on her tour and it's June. It's the morning of the last US show before a 3 month break then the Europe leg and rest of the tour.

- Lover's POV -

It's the last show today before my break, I'm really tired. I can hear Rep coming along the hall and back to the bedroom, she was obviously awake before me. She walked in, wearing a towel and her hair was wet. She looked really hot, I couldn't help but smile and stare at her.

Rep🖤: heyy, your awake! i woke up early so i went and showered so i can help you with anything you need babe

Lover💗: goodmorning baby, seeing as your ready, could you pleaseeeee help me get ready?

Rep🖤: of course i will!

Rep helps Lover get ready and they head out to the stadium.

Hours go by, the show is finished and it's the next morning. They both woke up at 11am and are now dressed and ready for the day. It's now midday.

- Rep's POV -

Lover has been really quiet lately. She hasn't had her usual gorgeous smile unless she's on stage and she's been pale and super tired all the time. I'm worried about her so much but I haven't asked about it as I don't wanna make her uncomfortable and it might just be what happens when she's on tour, but I'm not used to it yet because it's my first time experiencing it with her yk? It has been going on for a month or two tho, I'm concerned.

Rep is downstairs on the sofa on her phone and Lover is on her way back to Rep, she went upstairs to get her phone.

Lover💗: h-hey rep, i-i need to talk to you about some...thing

Rep🖤: hey of course ml what's going on?

Rep stands up opposite Lover. Lover has wide eyes and she is stuttering her words as if she is nervous and she just looks... off.

Lover💗: so, u-um, i probably should of t-told you this ages ago, when i first felt it and w-when it first started but i..

Rep🖤: no that's okay! you can take your time <3

Lover💗: um, so. i don't really know how to uh say it i'm worried it will uh, hurt, um, hurt you.

She has tears in her eyes but Rep fails to notice. Rep is smoothing Lover's arm with her thumb, to reassure Lover that it's okay. Rep feels nervous, she has no clue what Lover was gonna tell her. Does Lover not like her anymore? She hides her nerves with a calming expression on her face. She wouldn't wanna look nervous, it would make Lover feel worse.

Lover💗: I...