I Can Fix Her (No I Really Can)

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by avlovests

by avlovests

Rep🖤: I- Come here babygirl.

Lover stands up and Rep picks her up. She is sobbing on Rep's shoulder.

Lover💗: I'm so sorry Rep I really am

Lover's words are muffled from her face being against Rep. Rep can feel Lover's tears bleed through her t-shirt onto Reps skin.

Rep🖤: Baby, it's okay. I'm gonna help you get through this, forget my emetophobia, I'm gonna help you okay? I'm gonna eat with you and help you. We can have whatever you wanna eat. I'm gonna be by your side through it all. When your having a panic attack I'm gonna be there and I'm gonna help you calm down, I'll sit there on the bathroom floor with you when u have to throw up and I'll hold your hair back, and I'll hold you when you pass out. I love you okay? We have 3 months off your tour, I'm gonna be by your side every second of this okay?

Lover💗: I couldn't love you more Rep. And I'm sorry about hurting myself. I shouldn't do that I'm sorry.

Lover shows Rep what she has done to herself (IM NOT GONNA GO INTO DETAIL WITH THAT PART INCASE ITS A SENSITIVE TOPIC FOR U GUYS CUS IK IT IS FOR ME N I DONT WANT TO TRIGGER U. ILY!!!!!!)

Rep🖤: Babe...

Lover💗: I know I know, I'm sorry. I hate to ask but, can u help me be distracted from it everyday? Yk so I don't do it more? I really wanna be normal again

Rep🖤: Of course love, you don't even need to ask, and you are normal, I promise everything is gonna be okay.

Rep holds Lover in her arms until she stops crying, the silence in the room was loud, but it wasn't uncomfortable.

- Lover's POV -

I was so scared to tell Rep everything. I really thought she would get mad with me and leave. It's happened in every other relationship I've had. I guess I'm just used to it. I feel so empty inside. I haven't ate yet today and to be honest I don't think I did yesterday. I trust Rep and I hope I don't burn her out by having her help me 24/7 but I'm just so grateful that she wants to help me because no one has ever done that to me before and I love Fearless and all but I'd be way way WAY to scared to tell her something like that.

Lover💗: Rep?

Rep🖤: Yes babe?

Lover💗: Can you PROMISE me to not tell anyone about what I've said? I don't want anyone to know but you

Rep🖤: Of course, I wouldn't ever wanna do that to you

Lover💗: Okay thank you, I trust you baby

- Rep's POV -

She trusts me! I was so scared she wasn't going to trust me but I'm so so so glad she does.

A couple hours go by, Rep and Lover have been cuddling on the sofa watching Grey's Anatomy.

Rep🖤: Hey Lover u awake?

Lover💗: Yeah, I'm tired tho

Rep🖤: Do u want me to make us food then we can go to bed early? We can have whatever u want and I'll help u and eat with u.

Lover💗: I really don't wanna eat but I know I have to

Rep🖤: Just remember babe I'm not gonna force you to do anything but u really gotta eat. When was the last time u ate?

Lover💗: Um, I haven't ate today or yesterday so yeah

Rep🖤: oh baby, u gotta eat. I'm gonna help you okay? We can make ur favourite for dinner.

Lover💗: Okay Reppy I love you

Rep🖤: I love you more ml

Rep sits Lover up on the kitchen counter and cooks Lover's favourite meal for dinner.