TO WHERE YOU BELONG

YFN ISN'T GWENCHANA

Y/N pov :

I've completely made my mind. This is the correct time.
I'm finally vomiting each and every piece of the cake she missed!!!!
I called her early in the morning to meet at our favourite cafe!!!

I'm waiting for her on our usual tables!!!
And there she walked in looking as if she just woke up,a deadass zombie.

The little toddler beside our table cried hazardously as she looked at yfn.
I apologise to her mother who's dragging daggers towards our direction especially at yfn.

But yfn was in her own world.Maybe still half asleep.
I'm curious about her drive from home till here!!!!!

Hey,GOOOD MORNING. I chirped.

Morni~~~~~~nng go~~~~od,she said while yawning. And I guess she didn't brush too.

Look jungkook. I said drawing attention.
Where, where is he????????she asked and I chortled!!!!!
It's not the time to joke atleast not by taking his name,when he's literally here!!!!! She gushed and I nodded my head.

Yfn, whatever I'm gonna share with you is something you've never imagined. Don't go nuts okay!!!

Yn,are you pregnant????
Oh god this foolish girl!!!!!!!!!!!!

No man!!!!!! Offcourse not!!!!!! I half screamed and hyperventilated on her obnoxious thought!!!!!

Don't think much and listen. So the thing is--------------------------------& now I can't take it anymore!!! Yfn,I want him to remember everything yet I don't want to leave me soon!!!!!!! I cried and yfn looked completely jungkshook!!!!!!!

Yfn????? I called her name but she was stoic!!!!!

WHAT THE FUCKING DUCK FUCK MAN!!!!!!!!WHAT IN THE HISTORY OF RAINBOW KISS IS THIS?????????????? She shouted catching everyone's attention!!!!

Gosh that's embarrassing.

I should've went her house to tell this!!!!!!
Wrong move yn!

YOU ARE TELLING ME KIM FREAKING TAEHYUNG LIVES IN YOUR HOUSE FROM SO MANY DAYS WITHOUT REMEMBERING A SHIT AND YOU HAVE AN AUDACITY TO HIDE EVERYTHING FROM ME???????? YN,NOT FAIR AT ALL!!!!! AM I NOT YOUR FRIEND???????HOW CAN YOU ACT LIKE THAT?????? SO THAT'S THE REASON YOU WERE BUSY AND ALSO HAVING OUTINGS WITH HIM????????????????? she raged.

I knew this was about to happen.
However my heart is also breaking,as the way she's looking at me.

When a friend of yours doesn't trust you much they feel devastated,dejected,crestfallen.

And so is yfn at the moment.

Yfn,I'm really sorry although at that moment I couldn't calculate what to do and what not to do!!!!! I was in a dilemma.Please try to understand my state. You know how much I love that man however when one day he arrives at my doorstep being a total stranger to the world,not knowing his own personality. You would never know how pathetic it felt as a fan. As a lover. As a human who's so into him. I was shattered into tiny pieces yfn. I needed the warmth of someone who could calm me down but at that moment I didn't take it. Because at that very moment it was important to bring back his memory which I fa--i-led y--fn. I sobbed and then burst into an ugly cry whilst yfn secured me into her arms.

The cafe wasn't filled with much people but I really don't care about them if they're watching us in a questioning way!!!!!!!!!!

I cried all those tears which were the frustration I went through this entire month.
Yfn,kept rubbing my back and it felt better to be casted in her warmth.
A motherly warmth!

We were walking on the road which was anonymous.
I just wanted a good walk.

So,now what are we gonna do??? She asked.