August Alsina Imagines Book 3 |ENDED|

You Hurt Me

"My heart is torn into many pieces. I tried to mend them all together again so I could forgive him, and move on." I stopped to breathe. "What's stopping you?" Dr. Simmons asked.

August thought going to a counselor would help us, but little do he know the girl he kept cheating on me with will be there, and that this was going to be the last time he will ever see. I thought maybe this was a good time to explain to him how I felt.

"The pain he caused. I can never be with somebody who keeps hurting me like this." I explained. The doctor nodded her head in understanding. "But Makayla, the love we had for one another" August said.

I looked at him, and shook my head. "If you had love for me, you wouldn't have sex with London every time we argue. Then on top of that, you lied to me about not knowing her or ever meeting her." I said looking at him. He looked  a little hurt but I could care less.

"I don't know a London" He said and I just scoffed. I truly couldn't wait until this London girl show up. I could prove his cheating ass wrong. "Okay August" I said looking back at the doctor before I smack the shit out of him.

Next thing you know "Good afternoon, sorry I am late." a woman came in, and she was wearing my dress he bought me for my birthday. I knew she was London from the way she spoke, and that cheap ass perfume she has on. 

I glared at August because this what he cheated on me for. Some nasty looking slut that's looking like all kinds fucked up. His eyes widened once he had seen her walk through the door.

"And who are you?" Dr. Simmons asked. "Sorry, I am London Nixon. August's mistress" she said looking at me, and I just nodded knowing who she was, and really didn't give two rat ass fuck.

I just laughed at them because I found it funny by the way he was looking at her. I ain't even mad anymore this is what he get for being so stupid and inconsiderate.

"What's so funny?" London asked. I just glared at her up and down. "This." I pointed at them two together. "Kay, I don't know who she is" he kept pleading, and I was about tired of hearing his bullshit ass lies.

"The fuck you mean you don't know me. You wasn't saying that last night when I was sucking your dick right after you fucked Makayla last night." she said and that really pissed me off. Yes I fucked August one last time to consider the fact that I wasn't going to see nor fuck him again, but to go to her house to get another quickie wasn't satisfying him good enough.

"So I didn't satisfy you last night?" I asked him and he looked at me. "Yes you did, but I got horny all over again just thinking about what we did and she offered." he finally told A fucking truth. 

I started to clap for him. "You finally told a truth for the first time in 6 years." I said looking at him. Yes, August and I dated for 6 years and we have been on a rocky road for 4 years. We tried so many things to fix this, but something always had its way of fucking up then it got to a point when he ran away from all his problems to this bitch.

"It seem like you are holding a lot of pain inside of you, Makayla" Dr. Simmons said. "I am, and I just wanna let it out" I said.

"Here's your chance baby girl, so go ahead, and let it out" she said and I just nodded.

"August, you and I been through a lot together, and I thought we were going to last forever. I was wrong about us.  Every argument we had you always ran because you was never right. You always thought you was a man in this relationship, but to me you have always been a bitch." I started, but Lonthot started laughing.

"When did all the cheating start?" Dr. Simmons asked. "Right after we...." I couldn't finish the sentence because every time I talk about this, I get really emotional. "It's okay, let it all out." she said sitting next to me rubbing my back. "Right after we lost our 2nd baby." I said.

"You lost two babies?" the doctor asked and I just nodded. "Was he ever there to help you process through this" I looked at him and I knew he wanted me to lie for him, but I wasn't. "No, he was never there. He always ran to this bitch. Ever since he met her, she had been trying her very hardest to break us up." London just smirked if she did a good job.

"August, don't you see. I am mentally messed up because of all the pain you caused. I don't think I can ever fall in love with another man ever again because I still love you. Even though I am not getting back with you ever again. I can't stand being in a relationship with you because you don't never wanna do your part. All you do is get high, drunk, party and fuck this bitch."

I couldn't even stand looking at him. I wanted to show him what caused physically but I don't want to cause a scene or anything. I felt like I needed to do this so I can let go of him completely. 

"What about our matching tats?" he said and I looked at mines then realized I got mines covered up with flowers. "I covered mines. I no longer wanted to see a piece of art we got together for our anniversary. I don't need a little boy like you, I need a man that's going to love me for me. I need somebody who is not going to run from all his problems, and trying to fuck me like I am going to forget it. Yes, there were times where I would pretend like I forgot, and then there were times when I didn't forget." I said 

By now I know he was going through an emotional wreck in his mind. He was showing me all kinds of emotion through his expression, and I wished I could just sit there to hold him. I know I need to leave this relationship because deep down inside it's not healthy for the both of us.

"What am I supposed to do without you, Kay?" he asked, and as I was about to speak this bitch had to open her mouth, "You got me, baby" she said as she was trying to reach out for him, but he moved.

"I am sure you are going to figure things out." I said and then looked at the doctor. She smiled at me and nodded, "I am so proud of you." she said and I hugged her. "Thanks, Aunt Delores." I said and that shocked the hell out of August.

"Wait, she's your aunt?" London asked. I just stale face her and nodded. Looking at her really messed my stomach up. Next thing you know, I ran to the trash and threw up. I knew I could be pregnant but it was too soon to know but then again, I thought about it. August and I had sex a month ago when we was vacationing in Miami.

August came over to hold my hair while I finished my business. "Kay, are you pregnant?" all I could was nod. I wasn't going to let him back in my life and I wasn't going to keep him away from his baby.

"We can worked this out. Let's do it for the sack of our baby" he said as he was rubbing my belly. "August, you hurt me to the point where I can literally kill you. I can't be in a relationship with you. It won't be healthy for me nor for this baby. We can stay friends and raise this baby as co-parents. Other than that, you have my blessing to start anything you want in this world." I said. 

I looked at him in his beautiful brown eyes and then gave him his final kiss. I wanted this kiss to last forever in this mind that he lost something that was so vulnerable in his life and maybe sometime down the line we can pick this back up.

"So, I'll see you around?" he asked and I smile. "Yeah, I'll see you around." I said then we hugged it out.
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Makayla, I hoped you enjoyed it. Thank you so much for requesting.

 (Side Note) Make sure y'all go and check out Makayla's story 'Love Mean Us'. 

Janiece