i sacrificed my essence, unaware that you couldn't be mended.
i watched you helplessly, tear stains on my face, and lipstick stains on your lips , i wish they were mine
i couldn't do nothing but just watch while your demons consumed you, my sacrifices in vain.
there you were with another girl, another place, and a different time,
but you, were still as broken as ever,
you'd play those tricks, make her fall for you and leave her,
just like you did with me.
Now, I stand here, broken and bruised, picking up the shards of my shattered heart.
I mourn the loss of what could have been, the illusion of a love that never existed.
you come over again, give me hopes,
then, you scratch the leftover shards of my heart, leave me bleeding while all i did was try to save you.
i just wish i could go back to time, and choose to save myself instead this time.
because, i realised it wasn't your demon that refused to go, it was you who held on to it tight.
YOU ARE READING
my 3 a.m. thoughts
Randomthere's nothing good here, i swear. this is just my maniac brain "braining".