my 3 a.m. thoughts

fevicol glue (2)

And one day,

you did come to me, not how i expected you to.

it hurt me to look at you like that,

you looked broken, she made you this way,

for that split second, you made me want to kill,

but you looked for a shoulder to lean on, 

a friend who would understand you;

I swallowed my pain, my anger,

 and opened my arms to you, 

offering solace in your time of need.

You leaned into me,

 a silent plea in your eyes, 

and I held you close, wordlessly promising to be there,

 to help you heal, to mend your broken pieces,

but i didn't realise, you were fixing me too,

you picked up those broken pieces of mine and placed it back,

you linked my heart together; yet again.

because, you were my fevicol glue. only mine.

how do you ever expect me to look at you just as a friend?

how, when you make me the happiest person ever,

how, when you make my darkest of days the brightest,

how, when your tears give me an ache,

how, when i wanted you to myself forever,

how, when you make my hear beat rise,

how, when you give me an adrenaline rush, 

how, tell me how and i'll try.

this is not the end, i've decided to make fevicol glue as a series, the others continuing this might not be names the same way, i'll make sure to mention the name. hope you liked it.