I get to my dorm and flop onto my back on my bed, spreading my arms out. I closed my eyes trying to relax hoping Harry and Mattheo will be alright i mean i did leave them in a hospital wing so theyll be fine eventually.
"Why didnt i tell them" i whisper out into the room as if someone was standing there. I throw one hand over my eges and the other on my stmoach and i take a deep sigh.
The door to my room started to open i sat up immediately to look who it was and all if a sudden i felt this wave of panic rush over me.
"Woah its just me" Blaise says while holding up his hands as if i was threatening him. I managed to take a deep breath and releive the panic.
"Bloody hell what happened to knocking first" i tell him while clutching at my chest trying to calm my heart.
Why the hell did that frighten me so much.
"Sorry.. whats wrong with you why are so jumpy?" He questions me. I had no idea how to answer his question becuase i dont really know why either.
"I dont its probably just hormones" i tell without even realsing i might have given something away.
"Why would your hormones be a problem your not pregnant are you" he said jokingly. I just look down and place a knuckle to my mouth so i dont say anything but i guess i gave it away.
"Dani your not are you?" He questions me again. I slowly look up at him and give a small nod to him a bit scarred if how he is gonne react.
"Dont tell anyone even Mattheo" i quickly say without even thinking. He just looks at me in shock i dont thibj even he knows what to say.
"Dani, people created fucking protection for a reason its nit there just for fun you know" he starts to freak out about this bloody hell how would Mattheo and Harry act when i tell them this.
"I know but we kinda fogot and also it was the hear if the moment" i blurt out. Im trying calm him down but its vetting a tad bit difficult.
"I dont know what to say Dani i dont know whether to me happy or fucking worried about you" he tells me with a hint of panic he started to pace around the room not knowing what to do.
I eventually get up from the bed and walk up to him and place my hands on his shoulders to make him look at me.
"Hey listen to me im fine okay and i dont wven know what i wanna do about it yet but please Blaise calm down before someone hears the fucking commotion your raising and comes in here to see what is happening" i state to him very seriously. He gives me a slight tilt of his head when i said thag i didnt know what i wanna do about the baby.
Its true i dont actually know what i wanna do aboht the baby im not even sure if i want it but i dont think i have a choice besides after what the unicorn showed me.
"Dani listen to me i am here for you okay just i think you need to tell Mattheo about this i mean i hoping its his and hes gonna want to have a say" he tells me softly while lowering his head a little to meet my eye level.
"Okay i will im just not sure how im gonna do that" i tell him while lowering my head while sighing loudly about the subject.
"Take some time and figure out what you want to say then go and talk to him" he tells me. I lower my arms and i walk over to my bed and slowly sit on the edge. Im just staring down at the floor trying to think.
I wasnt aware until i heard the door closed tbat Blaise left to leave me with my thoughts.
How am i gonna tell him. I barely managed to tell him about Harry and well that fidnt go well they are probably still fighting with each other.
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Hidden In The Shadows
FanfictionI'm twin to Harry Potter the boy who lived, it's not always the best to be his sister especially since I got put into a different house than him. TW: Suicidal attempt Self harm Smut
