KiriBaku x Roomie

Miscarriage

You didn't know it wasn't your fault

Right?.....

Please tell me it wasn't no

You guys had been trying for a baby for months with no luck 8 months to be exact

It was getting stressful
Really stressful
Really really stressful

When you all first started trying you took a test at least three times a week but the more negatives you got the less you wanted to see them

So eventually you dialed it back to once every two months

You didn't feel off at all you where fine
It was a normal morning you woke up with your amazing husbands got dressed worked out and ate breakfast

You and Sero where paired up for patrol
(Something that didn't usually happen but criminal activity had been at a high)

When there was a mugging or so you thought in reality it was a set up the villain led you into a trap

He led you both to a ally where three other people where

You and Sero did well defending yourselves for the most part

But you both took some hits it wasn't uncommon you where knocked into the wall face first and if you think back maybe that's what did it
Or maybe it was the kick to the ribs that you tried to block and ended up hitting your stomach
Maybe it was the blade that grazed your side

It didn't happen right away no that would be too simple it happened later when you were at home in bed and then there was blood on the sheets you thought it was your period
You thought the pain was cramps
You went to the bathroom while your husbands cleaned up

You realized then that it wasn't your period
Your period was seven weeks ago?
Your period is like clockwork
Your period doesn't hurt this much
Your period doesn't have this thing that is coming out
This isn't your period

This is your baby
Our baby
Their baby
My baby
My baby?

No no no it it couldn't be my baby
Please no
Go back
No nonononono NO
Pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease
Stop please
I love you
Please
I'm sorry
Please....

So you layed there on the floor holding your dead baby your baby that you had for 11 weeks and didn't know about

Your baby who was dead
Your baby and it was your fault

Kiri knocked at the door and you told him not to come in

He couldn't know neither of them can know what you did that you killed their baby

You cleaned you put your baby in a bag you couldn't throw your baby out

You went the backyard they were worried about you
Who were they again?

You dug and dug and dug

You put your baby in the hole in the grave you covered it
And put a rose plant you where meaning to replant over it
Over your baby
You walked back inside covered in dirt

They watched the whole time

What now?

Kiri spoke oh yeah that's his name

"Um baby are you okay? Is something wrong"

You stared

"I'm tired"

You went and showered you scrubbed till your skin was red
You killed your baby
You shouldn't cry it's your fault
You don't deserve it

You slept on the couch
You couldn't stand to look at your husbands knowing you killed their baby

You didn't go to work the next morning....

You didn't move

They look worried

Who are they again?