After the miscarriage you refused to let it happen again witch ended in you taking a test almost everyday always negative until one day about 7 months later it wasn't
You stared down at the test it was the dead of night crickets chirping wind swaying the trees fuck you need to sit down
As you sat on the edge of the bathtub staring at the test you didn't know how you feel your happy obviously but your also nervous and scared and....and what if.....your sure of it your sure that if you had to bury your baby again you wouldn't recover
You wouldn't recover from the blood the pain the tears you still haven't from the first time
You still felt so guilty after everything guilty for not taking the test for letting your baby die
You were getting better but fucking hell your more scare now then ever
You say on the bathtub for a few minutes staring until you decided that you weren't going too let your own fear ruin this
You and your husbands (and therapist) could talk later but right now you got to be happy as soon as you came to the conclusion you smiled so wide you thought your cheeks would break
The anxiety, sadness and guilt were still their but you let yourself sit in the happiness you felt your heart thumping against your chest as tears started to pour from your eyes
Tears of sadness for your unborn baby tears of happiness for the one in your stomach for your husbands, family and friends you cried ugly tears with the biggest smile on your face you stood up and walked to the mirror
Looking at your awful state you laughed as you wiped at your face cleaning away the tears still smiling you thought about how you were gonna tell them
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KiriBaku x Roomie
FanfictionKirishima bakugou and Roomie head canons if you don't know who roomie is she is based off the Yuzuya series in this she is female i might Make others but this is a female
