𝑻𝒆𝒎𝒑𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒐𝒔

~𝖢𝗁𝖺𝗉𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝖥𝗈𝗎𝗋~

𝑺𝑬𝑳𝑬𝑵𝑨

I was raised to the perfect child.

But that came with its own downfall

I was always told I was too navie but definitely not a saint.

Which was exactly how my mother expected me to be, but I don't blame her for my ways but my sister's.I don't hate her but wish she treated her as well as treated me,leaving my sister in the dust with her sorrel to handle on her own.

Although many would've seen her terrible life,no one knew about mine.

I was bullied for most of my school life for my weight,leaving me stuck with a eating disorder,and I truly hate the person who started it all.Even though I felt guilt for his disappearance,I knew it was for the best.My friends are trying there best to keep me together but I can't forget him.

Does he even remember me?

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I sat on the swing as Lexi continuously,I may be childish, but I never got really live my childhood,this felt like relief for me,unknowingly."Selena, we can't be at the park all day,and you're nineteen.Why would you want to be in a park anyway?"She asked,"I don't know,I couldn't resist the temptation to come here, "I mumbled,Lexi stopped pushing me as I made my way up the swing."Selena, are you eating?"she asked,"Yes,well no,but Stella's making sure I do. "Lexi nodded her head,I hope that means she understands.

I looked over at Jordan,scrolling through her phone,Jordan was my best friend.

Yes,all the girls in the group are best friends, but some people are closer to each other.

Destiny and Lexi are closer as they are the oldest and most responsible,even if they seem reckless sometimes.My sister,Skylar and Jess are a trio,they never left eachother sides,since kindergarten.Lastly me and Jordan,I've felt closer to Jordan since we were always in the same,and she dislikes her body as much as I do,we always understood eachother.

I run up to Jordan,tackling her to the ground,"Selena!",I chuckled at her,"You girls act like sisters",Lexi stated,looking down at us,"She is my sister.my soul sister,but don't be fool,I still love my blood sister",Lexi sat next us,well Destiny stood from afar,giving us weird looks,"Come on now,the ground is dirty",Destiny scolded,"Lexi,you know better than to incourage them."

Lexi raises her hands in the air."Destiny, come on, it's comfy and smooth."

Destiny glares at her, and she quickly rises from the floor,"Alright, children,time to go home!"Lexi joked,"Of course Destiny,but really?"Jordan questioned,"Please,just get off the ground before Destiny literally kills me."

I stood up,dusting of my clothes,Jordan stayed on the ground, but Lexi quickly pulled her up before Destiny looked back at us,I gave her a small smile, but she just frowned,"Is everything okay,Destiny?"Jordan asked,"No,it's just family meeting",She stated,"And he's going to be there."

"Are you serious!"Lexi shouted,"Yeah."She sighed,"When do you have to go?"I questioned,"Tomorrow",she muttered,"I could go with you,"I said,Destiny smiled,"Really?"I nodded my hug,she ran up to me,squeezing me tightly,"Thanks so much!"I loved cheering up my best friends,"How about a little walk around the beach to cheer you up!"