Creepypasta Research + Logging

P. VII - March 16 '24

my mood was all over the place today. i went from happy to numb to annoyed to happy to annoyed to happy to annoyed to numb in probably just like 30 mins. then i was okay for a while before getting sad. plus, i was really irratble for no reason.

my instagram kept glitching. i was working on making a saved story thing, and the icon kept glitching for no reason. as well, when on another researcher's blog, it randomly opened make a post.

my mom doesn't fucking trust me anymore and i dont know why. i get good grades and i have good friends. when i asked to go to my bff's house for 2 nights, she literally said : " are you sure that was her dad? and you're not sneaking off to somewhere else? "
idfk know why she asked that ive never snuck off somewhere i wasnt supposed to be. she makes me miserable and want to run away. i think it might be their attempt to isolate me and get me to leave home, so they can take advantage of my situation. otherwise my moms just shit but i wouldn't be too surprised.

My sleep schedule is also changing again. I'm staying up later while sleeping in way to much. I used to sleep from about 10pm to 6:50am, but now I sleep like 12 am to 11:30 am.
I had a headache most of the day, but I assume that's from sleeping more than I usually do.

I don't know who I am anymore. I feel more empty and disassociated than often. I'm nothing but a shell for fake personalities. The angry, cynical one is coming out more often. I can't stop it.