sorry i haven't posted in forever 😭 I've been busy w school and friends and i feel like they haven't really been as active??
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anyways yesterday me, my dad, and brother went up to a forest on a mountain to have a fire. we almost didn't make it up cuz it was so icy but we finally got to the top. we set everything up yk but when i was looking down at the trees past the small ditch, i could've sworn I saw a black figure move?? the area for reference (idk why its sideways) ;;
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and idk it just felt like we weren't supposed to be there. or like we were on territory that wasn't ours??
weird thing tho was that i found a piece of wood with what looked like sigils carved into it?? i didn't get a picture but it was really weird.
other than yesterday, recently I've been feeling watched and kinda followed when I've been walking to school. I've just been thinking about them more too?? cuz for a while i wasnt even tho i have no reason to. and the other night i had a dream i had to protect this little girl with long brown hair that was rrrrped by older men while we were in a house that was haunted, so im thinking the dream has smth to do w sally??
anyways yeah thats it for now. ill post later if anything more happens !!
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oh yeah small addition - my mental health has been getting a bit worse and I've been thinking about running away + blood a lot more. there's no reason for it really so I've been wondering if it's cuz of them. as well, before yesterday i found out a few of my friends have been going behind my back even tho they dont have a reason to and I've done nothing wrong - so it might be some of the proxies attempts to isolate me? i don't have much of a close relationship w my family or anyone else (other than my dad but hes distant) so if they succeed I'd be pretty much virtually alone other than my dad, cats, and best friend.
