" Ticci Toby, come here. I invite you into my dreams. No harm will come to both sides. "
I did a ritual to invite Ticci Toby into my dreams tonight. I didn't use a protection method, so I hope it goes smoothly. The flame lasted about a minute, only getting stronger near the end as I whispered " Ticci Toby, come here " over and over - until I extinguished it by putting a lid over it. The flame reminded me of a claw or finger reaching towards me - and it smelt like burnt tomatoes or something similar to that when I took the lid off. I played a song I associated with him while I did the ritual - Bring The Pain by Mindless Self Indulgence.
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I was doing more research today - and when I stood up to get a drink, my vision went black and I felt very lightheaded. I also hadn't eaten anything today other than a gushers gummy my gf gave me at lunch and dinner - I'm starting to eat way less.
I heard a theory about how Slenderman is a sickness/infection. I think I'm spreading it to my gf, she's getting worse and I don't know what to do. I can't stop researching but I can't break up with her either. She said she's had this anxious feeling all day, which I've noticed is getting more frequent the more I research. I asked her if she feels watched and see shadows, but she hasn't responded yet - I'll update when she does.
Update :: She said she feels paranoid sometimes at night/early morning but not often. She didn't answer about the shadows, so I'm going to assume she doesn't see them. I really hope they won't go after her. I'm worried about her.
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Update (April 3 '24) :: I didn't have any dreams about him, but I randomly woke up from 2:40-4:30 am. There was a storm last night. As well, there was weird creaking in the corner of my room, like someone was stepping on the floorboards even though no one was there. I also heard this weird sound like someone was heavily exhaling or blowing through a straw, and I know it wasn't the wind. I felt feverish all this morning, and still haven't eaten much. I've now noticed a few scratches on my forehead, but I don't know where they came from.
