Intro to Part two:

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Intro into Part two.......



These last couple of weeks have been by far some of the worst I have ever had. There is not even a close second. They take up all the top spots. Having to watch the woman you love get beaten, and knowing she was raped because you were not there makes me want to...fucking kill someone. Having to watch that woman relive that every night for weeks. Then scream and cry all day is a hell I would not wish on any man.

It felt like I was watching her die in a way. I could handle the anger, and expected it. Fuck, I welcomed her anger. She has every right to be furious, and she should be. That is how I usually dealt with things. Get angry, yell, hit, yell, hit some more, and take off. However I realized it doesn't fix anything. But when she shut off I knew I had to do something. She wouldn't have eaten, and she would have just laid there. I was afraid she would hurt herself. I wouldn't survive that after all this. She can't leave me here. Now that I found her, and know what we have I will not let her go. I especially won't let her go like that. I need her so much, and the thought of her leaving hurts. I would rather take a beating everyday than have her leave me. I won't let her go. There is no way in fucking hell I am letting her go.

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