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   I ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT THE WORST thing is to fail an exam. Turns out, it's not. Having to do a walk of shame back to your dorm because you slept over at a guy's dorm is worse.

   I knew that nobody cared because nobody knew why I was still wearing a dress but I felt like all the eyes were on me.

That was until I reached the Slytherin common room, with possibly the most people per house, who sleep around.

Every first year here grows up and sees at least a few guys and girls going out and coming back in with smudged make up, ruffled hair and the clothes they wore the day before.

Well, today that's me.

I sneak in and only see very few students until I notice Enzo, whose eyes grow slightly wide as he sees me. He gestures me to follow him and I sigh.

I reach their dormitory, at least one of two, and walk inside. My friends are there but Mattheo is missing. I don't understand him. I never really did.

I don't get a hello or how are you, Draco just narrows his eyebrows at me, "Where the fuck have you been? We were scared shitless when we didn't find you yesterday."

   They are always so protective.

"Uh out."

I hear Blaise let out a chuckle and as I look over to him, I see the smirk on his face.

Smug Bitch.

How the fuck do I explain myself now?

"Please don't tell me you slept over at Isaac's and those hickeys are his doing?"

"Well I won't tell you then." I mutter with a sarcastic snicker as I put my hand on my neck for a moment.

"In Salazar's name, did you sleep with him?" Theo asks slowly.

"Why, jealous?" I cock my head to the side.

"Merlin, Aurora, why did you loose it to him?" Draco says, his voice frustrated.

"I didn't."

"So you didn't sleep with him?"

"No I did." I nod.

"Wait what?"

"He wasn't my first." I shrug.

It's time they know and don't judge me. We are old enough to talk like adults.

"What? Why didn't you tell us?"

   "Yeah, we would have thrown a bloody party for you or something." Enzo adds and I chuckle.

   "I didn't tell you because I didn't think it was that important, I don't see what's the big deal about it anyway." I sigh while slumping down on Blaise's bed next to him, laying my head on his thigh.

   "Oh yeah guys you're gonna hate me for that but I knew." Blaise adds, shrugging while driving his slender fingers through my hair.

   I sigh and roll my eyes while delivering a punch to his arm.

"What? I thought we tell each other everything?" Enzo perks up.

"Now that's just a lie. We tell each other most things and that too only after quite a bit of time or after we're being asked." I shrug honestly.

   Honesty might be a bitch move sometimes but sometimes I'm also just really sick of lying.

"Does that mean I've gotta ask you why I've seen you talk to Azrael Avery in the library over time in the past few weeks?" He asks slowly while finding my eye contact.