Secrets, Dnf.

Chapter 22

Quick note

I am finishing this story and moving onto a new fandom. I have a way to end it so I'll be doing that within the next 2-3 chapters. Hope you've enjoyed this story so far and thank you for all the support and 500 reads.

George's POV

I woke up with everyone around me. I started to freak out and ask where I was. This isn't great at all. I don't even know where I am or how I got here. That's when it hit me. I'm in the hospital all because of him

He done it. It was him. I hope they caught him. I also hope that none of the others know about whodone this because then I'll get sympathy and that is the last thing I want.

As soon as j woke up I was bombarded with questions on , how I was feeling, what happened, ...and the future?.  I was confused why they were asking questions about my future but the I realised. I'm in hospital. That means... I have a feeding tube.

I tried to find the tube and rip it out but my hands were pushed away.

"George we know about your condition, we know about your eating disorder, we just want to help." How? HOW DID THEY KNOW?

"no no no, this can't be happening. I refuse to believe this is real.HOW DO YOU KNOW? I DONT WANT YOU TO KNOW!! THAT IS THE LAST THING I WANT, I DONT WANT SYMPATHY I JUST WANT TO GET OUT OF HERE"  I started kicking and screaming which made the nurses come flying into my room and they tried to calm me down but I wasn't having it. I wouldn't stop screaming and shouting. I couldn't. It felt like I didn't have control of my body.

When I eventually calmed down i saw my boyfriend in the corner crying and having a breakdown. I tried to get up but my legs wouldn't let me. I tried and tried again. I couldn't just sit and watch my best and the love of my life have a breakdown.

"Dream, listen to me, everything will be OK, you Don't need to worry, can you move over towards me please?" He tried his very hardest and moved closer to me. I tried again and again to get over to him and it worked. I managed to slide myself off the bed and sit next to him. 

I calmed him down and he told me EVERYTHING. It was all my fault. He was really worried about me and he didn't like seeing me like this. Until now j didn't even realise that the group had left. They must've went to get food. 

He also told me that he struggles with anxiety just like me. He told me he didn't want to feel like a burden to me since he knew I also struggled with anxiety. I felt guilty but I think he could sense this and he told me not to worry or to feel guilty because its not my fault but it's his. He didn't tell me so it's his fault not mine. Apparently Sapnap knew but he found out accidentally when they were kids. He was scared of my reaction which in a way I could see and I kinda felt a slight bit guilty. I guess it is what it is.

The day went om and I got more and more lectures because I didn't tell anyone what was going on but eventually the time came when the police had to question me. This is going to be a long interview.

"Right George, can you answer some questions for us please" I nodded my head and said I would try to.

"First of, do you know how you got here?" 

"Yes but not entirely, I only remember certain bits" 

"That's OK, So is it OK if I sum up what happened in front of these people" the officer pointed to my friends and I took a deep breathe and nodded 

"So George, you were attacked after getting off of a plane. You were dragged from the terminal to the bathrooms by your father. We know you have a restraining order against him and we know about Amy and Daniel, it looks like they were also waiting for you. They wanted to get revenge on you and rape you again. Someone from the crowd told us that they heard them discussing the plan that's how we know what they were planning. We have arrested them all and they are going to jail for a long time but we need you to testify about what they've done because I don't want to scare you but if you don't testify there is a possibility or a very small chance that they get off with a small sentence or even a fine, or at the very worst they could be let off and your case could be dropped which I'm sure is the last thing you want, so will you testify to what they've done to you?" I took a deep breathe and nodded my head. Everyone was looking at me with very wide eyes and my sisters eyes were watery and tears were threatening to fall. I felt bad that I didn't tell her about all of this but I couldn't bring myself to and I didn't want to be a even bigger burden than I already was. To be completely honest I'm kind of glad that it's out now because I don't have to hide it anymore and j can't hurt anyone anymore with the truth.

"HE DID WHAT. I THOUGHT YOU SAID THAT HE WAS NICE TO YOU AND YOU WERE GETTING LOOKED AFTER" Mac shouted at me because I didn't tell her. This sent me and Dreams anxiety through the roof. We both held onto eachother and we started crying. My sister realised what she done and she comforted us. It took us a while to calm down but he had eachother. 

As long as we have eachother we will be alright...

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